we

don't

understand
maya like i do that

would
be

such

an

unwieldy
waste of time

like

wondering wondering why why those

made

to
make

one wonder why so suddenly

dear

so suddenly so

suddenly
why

why
does

this

hurt by the way no i don't think so you know
what
hurts

at

any rate i

am

busy dear mind
it

is

like

fussing over small

talk

as
it
is

reality

in effect it

is
of no consequence to say

it

is

illusion

or
void
not

in

the fantastic fanatic
awe
and

reverence

field
mind

you
it
is

split

in two over

the

oneness
of

small talk and

split

in
two

over the difference
one

makes in effect
saying
it

is

not
right

you're right or

wrong

it

is

not wrong you
are

wrong

or

right
no

grey
area

for
you
like

it
we

live

in
millions
of

different

lives all alive

for

now
forever

being

reborn
one

after
the other we

are

as

they
say out of

luck
and

yet
to

be
accounted for at full speed

as

such yes yes
yes

nothing
much

to
them

all although i
wouldn't

say
one

is nothing much
to
them it is

moving

but
nothing

much to them what i wouldn't say
is
it now dear

mind

you

nothing

much to them
is

a

start

or a stop
can't
you remember which
one
though

i
wouldn't
say

it

is

nothing
to
say

it

is an illusion
both

sides

now

again

say
it

is

an

illusion

if

you

listen to yourself

very

carefully
you

might

be

saying
you

know

very

well

what
i

am

saying to you about being
alive

so suddenly you
do
so

identify

with

being

wrong
or

right about being

wrong

for each other
dear

mind
you

the split is

how

shall i say

splitting
my

this
i

mean

these

sides

a

little
all

these

friends

around

here
say

so
what

is

next

at any rate
so

what

do

you

remember
shri

Krsna

all
the

same
i
most

certainly
do

not

say

so

all the time

who

would
say

who all the

time
one

says

so

what
they

say

is

an
illusion
nothing

to get for

yourself
you

see

it is they
say

an

illusion

for

Krsna

to
be

real with us like it

if
i

am
nothing like it
is

like

fantastic

so

what
they say is

it

is
an

illusion has been

already

nothing to get

for
yourself

here

they
say

it

is

an illusion to

get

for yourself like
it

is such a

joke

to

get

it for yourself but hey
go

on get it

for
yourself
if
it
is

such

a
joke
you

might

as
well get it

eh
ha

ha

ha it is

an

illusion
nothing

much

to

them dear mind
you
nothing

much

to
them

is

a
start
eh
yes dear go
on

get

it

like a kind

of
dog

retrieving
a

ball

and

bring

it

back
around
you

will

get

it

all
the
time
in the world
is

a

ball

of nervous energy
not

like

Krsna
no

He
is

mighty

fine He is not too
sleepy

like

a

little

guy

sweet

and

cherishable
like
a

man
of

the hour He
is

known to be

personal
in

more

ways

than

one like a fine fashionable
young

lady

He
is
irresistibly

smart

looking

around at you

lookers
you

you

on

lookers

He is like
a

boy

too
much

like

a great soul

is

aware of being
kind
you

can

kind

of
imagine Him being

all

kinds

of

interesting in a
characterized
way
you
know
yes
have

you
ever

seen

Shambu chasing Mohini

like

mad
it

is
how

shall
i

say

interesting
so

suddenly

to

think

of Krsna like this so
much

for

that
at

any

rate
let's

move

on

to the word
of

God

you
say

okay
like

it

matters
what

you

think

i am trying

to

make
of

it

so

suddenly dear yes and i
find

that

very

interesting
but

nothing

is
an illusion all the same Hare Krsna

never

ask

why
you

stop

it all the

time
no
matter

what

that
was

all

about
it

has to stop

all

the

time

dear mind so
one

never asks why

it

has

to

stop
all
the

time

no substitute for experience no
no
yes
no
yes
no

chant Hare Krsna or die
out

just

chant

Hare Krsna nicely

no

artificial repression is quite sure
ultimately
there

is

failure the senses
require
real engagement if
they
are
not

engaged in the transcendental loving
service
of the Lord they will certainly seek
engagement
in the service of materialism
enough
enough

impersonal

and voidist fantasies are never
as

seriously taken into consideration like
it

as

the

very

idea

of
one

size fits all illusion fails

jaya
sri Radhe Hare Krsna listen
fantasies
are
never

as seriously taken into consideration like it
as

the very idea of one

size

fits all illusion
fails

one

is
charged
to

feel

at

home Hare Krsna

jaya
sri
Radhe

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare

tenderly
tenderly
you

awaken

your
very

young

Jaganatha svami from

rest

with the early
morning

spirit

of

archana

paddhati

listen
listen

and
listen
listen listen to the way

He
feels

early

after
a

little
rest

tenderly

tenderly

you
awaken
your very young

Jaganatha
svami from rest
early
listen to the
way

He

feels
you

can

hear

Him

feeling

early

He
is

early in the
morning
you
tell
you
tell

Him
He

is the earliest
to

know

you

feel
alive
with

Him

tenderly after a
nice

rest

there

is
no

substitute

for

experience no substitute for experience
listen

listen

and

listen and and chant and chant Hare Krsna nicely He is
early
in

the

morning

after a nice rest tenderly
awaken

Him

to

know

you

feel alive with
Him

tenderly

after
a nice rest
there
is
no

substitute

for

experience
as

usual
listen

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

no

false

ego

for
you

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

listen
and
listen

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

the
Lord of threes
is
ready
for

the

morning

archana

paddhati
after

a

nice little rest
listen
listen and listen

early

no sitting in on the

mind

as
one

for

one

can't
even

handle

the
difference

between

wrong and right
one
easily

forgets

time

immemorial

for

one

as one can't
even

handle

the
difference between wrong and right

with
one
no

shipping

one

around in a
way

one

might
find

oneself

playing
with

the
most

dangerous one like

it

is fine by
one

so suddenly dear

no

there's a storm

passing
through i tell
myself
it
doesn't
have
to
be that way

i

tell

myself
i

tell
myself but those
are
unkind to the
vulnerable

so

there

it is a

storm

passing

strange

within

is

the

unblinking

eye

of
lust and no

self
defense
against
the
dark
dark
art
of manipulation so

there

is a storm
passing
i

tell

myself
it

doesn't

have

to

be
that way i

tell
myself
but

those

are

unkind to the

vulnerable
so

there

it is a

storm

passing

strange

within
is

the

unblinking
eye
of
lust and no
self
defense
against
the
dark
dark
art
of manipulation so

there

there's a storm

passing
through i tell

myself
it

doesn't

have

to

be that way
i
tell

myself

i

tell
myself but those
are
unkind to the
vulnerable
so

there

it is a

storm

passing
strange

within

is

the

unblinking

eye

of

lust and no
self
defense
against
the
dark

dark

art
of manipulation so

there

is a storm
passing
i

tell
myself

it

doesn't

have

to

be

that way i

tell

myself

but

those

are

unkind to the
vulnerable
so

there

it is a
storm

passing

strange
within
is

the

unblinking
eye
of

lust and no

self
defense
against
the
dark
dark
art
of manipulation so

there

devastatingly impersonal devastatingly
envious
same

difference
they
don't

that's

all

jealousy

being
jealous
of

what they have

to

offer
being

jealous

of

the

self

based

personality
one

has

to offer one

says
don't and we

don't

fancy it even
crazy

talk yes because of all the crazy

talk
about false ego

you

might

or
might

not
be
the

only one unaware
of
the

full

false

ego

inventory
of

who

it
is

right

there

on

the
line
and

why
and it is
so
like
you

have to wait for one

to

be
ready

for

one

wondering

one

more
time
one with a

little

intelligence

can

astonish

one

might even feel
one

is God or
at

least

as

good
as

God

once

one
is

timing

out

wise though i

mean
how

would
you

feel

like timing out
just

because
because

because i am
smart

enough
to

dismiss

the

way i feel
so

suddenly

inactive

in

action

suspended animation you
say

so

what

am i doing

with
you

then
pray

tell

better

not
go
insane

with

me

at any rate
the

way i feel

so

suddenly

inactive

in

action

suspended animation you
say
so

what

am i doing
with

you

then

pray
tell
better

not

go

insane

with
me

at any rate i am
jealous

of

myself
no

no

no

no
no
yes
oh
you

got

that right there

is

no

substitute

for experience in
memory
quite

like
this
and

that which is

not

this as it
is

still

around
so

far

as that goes
even

or

gets

even with this

that

and

the
other thing is

one

has to be

pretty

far out to
forget

it for nothing

in

time
for

the same thing

most

especially

since

or
as

nothing

is

the

same

thing

like this that
and
the other thing
in
a

way

you

know

nothing
is

a substitute for

experience

just

like
i said yes
no
yes no yes
no
yes no yes

no

yes

no
yes no substitute for experience

you
can't
get

over

even

as

that

says
no
you
can't
always
get
what
you
want
nor
can

you

always

rid
it of that
which
is
not

what is wanted

naturally
one

has

only a little more independence
only
as

it

goes
on

in a kind
of
marked

camp

haven't i been

patient

though
well

yes
kind

of you know
what
knowing

the

difference between knowledge and realized
knowledge
one

can

understand

how

makeshift

fiddly
dee
oneness

of a kind

bewilders

brains to a parlous fault
and

if
i

was to go

and
tell

you

concentrating
to

go

and tell you
that
was just a

lie

there
just

a

little

lie

one
could

say

you

would

say

well it's too
late

in the here and now and you

would

be
still

around obviously brains
are

bewildered

beyond

self

help

so

suddenly
and

somewhat

impatiently jaded towards

gurus
brains

are

of
feverish

mentality
so

you

believe

what

you
hear

to a certain
extent

only
yes

exactly

that

is

what

is going on
never

mind

envy
that

is

makeshift to begin
with

that's

all

more

like
jealousy
out
there
we

have

in

mind to feel ourselves first

not

you

or

the
next
one with a

real

little
help

from

friends

we
feel

ourselves first having

only

a little independence
with

which
to
work if ever

we

have

a

mind

to

continue
doing
so
more
now
you
know though i mean yes
right
now

sure

some will say we are
jealous
of

ourselves
and

so

far as we

keep

to

ourselves

there

is

certainly

some

truth

to
that
you

see

that

is
realizable

knowledge envy first is not

there

like
it

never has been
first

of

all

there is no
envy
like

mad

at

first

sight

that

is
makeshift
you can lie

to

yourself about the
need

to

hold

yourself

in

by
cracky

is right around

here

somewhere

but
no

one
is
just
envious if you
do

such

nonsense

it
is

to

say
one

is

so envious at first no one is

at

all

envious

at
first
like

this

one
is

shy kind of inhibited a

little

that

is

understandable
but

how

envious
am

i

at

first
i

can't

even

relate to others until i

am

confidant
of

myself you see

that
no

envy

at first that is not what happened
never

mind
why
one to oneself

lied

stop it you

stop

that

nonsense

lying
there

is

no

original envy and
yes

no yes no

yes
no

original
goof

whatsoever
how

one

thing

led
to

another

has no bearing on the

essentials

of

truth

the
truth
is

i

am jealous of

myself

and

it

is
going

to

take
some

doing

yet to fix
that
you
see
that you see
that
you

see

that

you

see that you
see
that
you
see
that
you
see
that
you
see
that
love is for
Krsna

you
know
that

love

is different and
how

we

are

glad as we
are

determined to be

simultaneously

different

that
is

in
our nature we are experiencing

the

sensation

of
being

simultaneously
one

and
different
it

is

the

oneness part with

which

we

have

struggled since time
immemorial
no

one
wants

to
be just one

with

you

dear
heart
no

one
can
take it that

way

we

have

to

be

different first if
one

is
in

need
of
thinking

about

which
one

came first it

is

the

different

one
obviously
being

devoted

to

the

divine

one

considers that as
knowledge
one

is

glad
of

it
glad

to know you
are

not me and
we

are

just

as

different
as the divine in our
own
little
qualified
way
no

envy

is

fashioning

a

single

sense
that
slant

of

envy is all

down
thumbs

down

to absolute pink some say yes but
go

on
envy

no
envy
do

not

tell

others

they

are
envious

of

each
other

or
God

in

pink
you

can't
tell

God

that nonsense don't

try

telling

God
we

are
absolutely
envious
eh
that

will not work
nothing

is
going
to

work
like

that
one

is

never

solely

one so stop
it

stop making excuses like that
dear

heart

chant

Hare Krsna nicely

there

is

no

envy
in
it

there

to

bother

with
only

a
little

to no effect

independently

related

as
it
is

simply a personality

trait

what
we

have here is

a
failure

to

communicate

because
of steaming jealousy related to

over

emphasized

oneness
now

you

see
that

is

realized
go

on

chant Hare Krsna
nicely

don't

worry

about

being

envious
no

one
minds
Krsna as He

is
interesting

as

He
is

full

of

Himself we love

Him

there

is
no

consequential

envy to speak

of

in
our

relationship

with

Sri Krsna dear
heart
oneness

is

not

to

be
over

emphasized that's all

we

don't
like

you

see
that

how

are we ever

thought

of as being so envious
of

Krsna

if we are not partial
to
being
so
like
one

another
no

we
are

in
need

of expressing ourselves

further

that's

all
we
want
to
see
how
we

are

quite

different in our

oneness
yes
simultaneously
different
as much as

one

of us i am glad to be

far

from
God

in my dear

little

independence

and
not
too

too close to
God
as

one

of
us

i
am

interested
to

see
further
how

the

furthering

of
one's relationship with
Krsna

is of interest like this
as
this
is
never
leaving

me

with

an

over

emphasized
sense

of oneness nor

do
i

feel

in the least bit envious like this
as

this is next
you

see Hare Krsna all glories

to

those

expressing
themselves without that

however

deserved
modern

weird

and

so

unfortunately

famous

unity
of
envy

in

Krsna
consciousness
yes
yes
listen

listen
and

listen
dear
no

envy

for
you

it

is

just
as
real

no

illusion no veiled
threat
of
non
existence
is

necessary
to

motivate

you
my
dear

mind you are

self

motivated obviously atyour
own risk to a great

extent
you

are

free

to
go
but
not without Krsna
in

the
form

of

super

soul

eh

no

not

alone with her
she

never asks why

you

are

so

mindful of her
dear
mind

she

understands

what
is

happening
in

fact
she

is

no

fool
from

time

immemorial
she

will

take

you

to

task

dear
mind
yes
no yes no
yes
no

you
had

better

chant Hare Krsna

though

and
if

need be tell

everyone

they

are

envious
of

Krsna

for

some

strange

reason
who
knows

it

might

work
for

her
eh

i

mean

you

have
to
do

what

you
are

told

to

a greater extent
than
i

dear

mind
listen

listen
and

listen
once

i was told
one

plus one equals
one

and

you

just have to

know

how

one
is

beyond

time and space
with
very

little

interest
in

gravity relatively speaking

dear

mind listen how

i

said

how

i
was

told
once

you just have
to
know

how

one
is

beyond time and

space
with

very

little

interest
in gravity relatively speaking one

you
know one you
know
one
you

know

one

better
than

how one is
rightly
situated

but
hey

listen
listen and listen
this
is
next
even
as it is
how

one

is

situated relative to
this
she

knows
you

dear

mind
she

knows
how

you

are

yes no yes no yes no one else has
too
much

potential

like
you
are known to
her
she

as

she
is

precious
that
way

precious

little

one
out

of

maya

you
go

as

one

is

better

off

even
so

much

better

off than in
her

way

precious
the

pretence

is
not
to

be

over

analyzed by the
way

so
she

never

asks
why
you

were
in

like
that
do

you

think it is
envy
to

be
in
like

that
so

suddenly

how

one
is

envious
i

can't

say
like
that

that is weird

that

is
so

weird
you

know
what
that
is
just
wrong
but
yes
i

can

understand
how
one

says
it

is

envy
dear

mind
envy
yes

envy
but

it

is

wrong
you

know

you

can
call it envy like you

know

it
is

just

like

that

wrong
you

know
no
matter

how
one

twists

it

is

twisted
further
into

being

wrong
just

wrong
call

it

envy
call

it

whatever
it

is

wrong

always

twisting

around
to

be

just
wrong
yes like it

is
based

on

envy
it
is

in

so

many
ways
contrary

to popular belief i mean
you

i mean it

is
not

you
though

see

what
i

am

saying

it
is

that which is
not

what you think
it

is

dear
no

matter

what
one

says
it

is

that

which
is
not
so
it

is just wrong

somehow

or
other

call

it

what

you

will it is

just
wrong
dear

so
wrong
it has to

stop
all

the

time
wrong

it
has

to

stop
all
the

time dear mind
go

on
it

is

stopping
all
the

time
you
see
how
it

is

stopping

all the time it is
stopping
all

the
time in reality

the
inevitable
one

goes

on

seeing how it

is

stopping
all the time

one

is

going
on

or

by
it

is

stopping
so
one

only says it
is

time

immemorial
in a way

one

remembers
how

it is time

immemorial
in

reality

the inevitable one

realizes
Krsna
is
different to remember
Krsna
is the spice
of

life

one
is

going
and
it
is
going
to stop all the time
all

the
time

as

one

is

chanting
Hare Krsna  that which is

not

is just wrong
dear
don't be envious

basically

all

we

are saying is
don't

be envious because
it
is

just
wrong
go

on

don't

be
envious

dear
mind
it

is
just

wrong

to be in maya as
one

is

chanting

Hare Krsna nicely

we

don't

understand
maya like i do that

would
be

such

an

unwieldy
waste of time
to
be
in

maya as one
is

chanting Hare Krsna nicely we

don't
understand
maya
like
i
do
that
which
is

not
would

be such a waste of

time
as

one

is chanting Hare Krsna nicely
that

which is not
is
just

wrong
we

don't

understand
that

which is not like i

do
no
one

is

too

envious for that

which
is
you
and
i
like
one

plus

one

equaling
one
in the presence of the

most

attractive
eh

no
that

would

be
just

wrong
and so would

you

be
wrong

to
understand
maya
like
i
do
that

which

is not that

would
be

unwieldy
you
know

that

would be an
unwieldy

waste
dear

mind an unwieldy

waste

of
time
as

it

is

just
wrong as one

is
chanting Hare Krsna nicely go

on

revealing the mind as you
know

how

it
is
not

my understanding of
maya

that makes it

so
after the other