| this is easily forgotten she said there are no words for her to paint you as for me she said no the wrong idea is not mine to do with as i please only one has to realize it is paint that's all she said as for me it works a charm and you can't blame a girl for trying it out on me she said forget that part of life that is entirely God damn it and paint a picture of me in a sensual way i am unmentionable i mean there are no words for me to paint myself in and they are enjoying it all like me no she is nothing paint me in a sensual way like He is of no consequence right this very minute i am staying away from her she as much as can be expected i mean she is kind of everywhere but that's not the point you see her she attaches to a strange sense that is familiar for the moment yes familiar to the mind and contemptuous to God but not that kind of God you know better than me what kind of God is that way the way she sees God is that way you see God that way you see that God her way there is the God to which she is contemptuous around me only she is so familiar with that God she has a strong sense of that God to which she is contemptuous around me only she says only she knows that God better than me that God has foreseen her familiarity and forsaken me gladly so far as she can tell even though that God is awfully familiar to me in quite another way it is not you know what i am saying it doesn't matter she wants me to paint a sensual picture of her yes insane now as for me i have to make sense of this too in a way you see that way yes that way now there are some who will say no other way no other way no other way am i paying attention to this it is obvious to them right now i have taken to her she you see her she i mean she has me sensing i am sensing she is the wrong color right now for this word you see this word you hear this word she is determined to paint me into that corner with the word of her yes word of her God is going to paint me into a corner with her if she has her way so suddenly so suddenly so suddenly i don't know what to do with you my dear mind it is you after all one has said it is the business alright yes it is the business of the mind to accept and reject both at the same time i wish you would leave me but you do what you have to do i mean really i can't expect you to reject without that accepting business now can i what can you reject without accepting that is the question dear mind you must first of all accept that you will reject her God her way as for me it is not for me to say what you want separately you are the enemy as well as my dear friend aren't you i mean you have to accept that before you can reject whatever that was all about even you have you have you have to accept first first of all accept that it is maya for her to have a God like that way you know what i mean i mean having a God that way is insane you know what it means to be insane don't you my dear mind yes you have to accept that you know how to be insane dear mind you are insane you have been insane since time immemorial the very fact you have forgotten has made you that way her way is maya that way yes that way now you remember that way that way is the way you remember her not me you listen to me no way so far as i can tell you are totally insane my dear mind ha what a joke eh her dear mind more like it eh you like it to be with her eh and that idiot is as you can still see around her somewhere accepting that you are insane as well mind you yes insane there is nothing one can do but feel sorry for you my dear mind you are the mind of a conditioned soul eternally one can be rid of you they say i should chant Hare Krsna to work it i mean it all works just fine with me if i chant Hare Krsna dear it is like being rid of you at any rate yes that is what they say it is like it is exactly like being rid of you and her condition both at the same time that is what they say we will see about that eh you and i will see about that dear mind we will see what it is like so suddenly dear so suddenly yes dear you and i we will just see about that so suddenly so suddenly so suddenly i am going to chant Hare Krsna so suddenly it will make your head spin off into the water yes you will be dead in the water so to speak old darling so suddenly you know what i never i never i i never had a mind of my own this should be interesting but it is not very you know nice of me to say why why should i say why i mean what can i tell you this should be interesting but clearly it is poetry that makes most of the sense around here but i wouldn't exactly call this poetry you i mean it is just not you dear or to put it mildly another way yes yes at last it is not just you as i am chanting Hare Krsna so suddenly it is as well i mean not you it can't be you certainly not you dear mind in the air what's up in the air is this though yes always up in the air that's life yes chanting Hare Krsna is the life of the party to it all so suddenly so suddenly yes accepting and rejecting nothing like you are insane we are the life of the party to it all listen yes yes accepting and rejecting nothing like you at all so suddenly we are the life of the party to it all chanting Hare Krsna nicely listen listen this is easily forgotten you see this is easily forgotten so suddenly that's life but hey don't forget Krsna is listening to the sound being Himself of sound mind and body most attractive He listens as it is in truth intelligent for Him to do so all things considering it is rare you know one rarely distinguishes oneself in such a way as to tell you the truth so suddenly but Krsna is in truth yes we can tell in truth He is listening intelligently and that's life as this is easily forgotten that's life we can tell each other to forget it that's life in truth He is listening so even if i told you to forget it all the way around again it is interesting to note how rare it is you see it is rare yes totally rare all is rare in the eyes of God you see God yes God yes God has the eyes to see how we see it all is rare in the eyes of God one is even yes one is totally rare even as one yes one can see that is rare and even one is rarely seen to be aware of God there He is here see it is rare to be aware of God that way but that's life and this is easily forgotten yes there you go it is rare totally rare to be God even yes like i said all is rare remember Krsna is listening by the way yes Krsna listens intelligently He listens to you yes He knows you are rare as well so He listens but you know He can do whatever and whatever that was all about it is rare to realize one can see God like that yes vasudeva sarvam iti sah mahatma sudurlabah as for me well just think of this as easily forgotten so suddenly and chant Hare Krsna nicely there is a way to be yourself in other words of course you know how it is rare to feel quite yourself around one who is so interfering but yes carry on i will never understand why you are doing it that way with God listening but hey you know what it is like yes totally we always know what it is like as God only knows in truth how rare it is to be one God you see God is rare yes totally as for me well yes i am rare too in a way thank you very much for not smoking by the way and yes thanks thanks for being rare as well now that this is easily forgotten i mean no smoking just a second could you please put that cigarette out now a breath of fresh air would be nice right about now i feel a little too rare you know but never mind no smoking take it out or put it out of your mind yes thank you very much no smoking in here right let's go out for a breath of fresh air and look at that mirror oh my God that needs to be cleaned over cleansed up washed off singled out no smoking we don't want any smoke covered ears i mean honestly we don't want any smoke no smoke covered mirrors around here listen i don't want any smoke chant Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare |
| as for me |