this

is easily forgotten
she
said

there

are no words for her
to

paint

you

as for me
she

said

no

the wrong idea is not

mine
to

do

with as i
please
only

one

has to realize it is

paint
that's

all

she said as

for

me
it
works a charm and you

can't

blame

a

girl for trying
it

out
on

me she said forget that
part
of

life
that is entirely

God

damn

it

and paint a picture of
me

in

a
sensual way i

am

unmentionable

i

mean there are no words

for

me

to

paint myself in

and

they

are

enjoying it all like me
no
she

is

nothing

paint
me

in
a sensual way
like

He

is
of no consequence right this
very

minute

i

am staying away

from

her
she

as much as can be
expected
i

mean

she is kind

of

everywhere
but

that's not the point you
see

her
she

attaches to a
strange

sense

that

is familiar for the moment

yes

familiar
to

the mind and
contemptuous
to

God
but

not

that

kind

of
God

you

know

better than me

what
kind of God
is

that

way
the

way

she sees God is that
way

you
see

God

that

way you see
that
God
her
way
there
is
the

God

to which she
is
contemptuous around me
only
she
is

so familiar with
that

God

she

has

a

strong

sense

of
that

God

to which she
is

contemptuous

around
me

only
she

says

only

she

knows that God
better
than

me

that

God

has foreseen her

familiarity

and forsaken me
gladly

so far as

she

can
tell

even

though

that God is

awfully

familiar

to
me

in

quite another way it is

not

you

know
what i am

saying

it

doesn't
matter
she

wants

me

to
paint

a sensual picture
of

her
yes

insane now as for me i have
to

make
sense
of

this

too in a
way

you

see

that

way

yes that way
now
there

are
some who will

say
no

other

way
no

other way no

other

way
am

i
paying

attention to this
it

is

obvious
to them right

now
i

have
taken
to

her
she

you

see

her
she
i

mean
she

has

me

sensing
i

am

sensing
she

is

the
wrong

color

right now for
this
word

you

see

this

word you hear
this

word she is
determined

to

paint

me

into

that
corner

with

the

word

of
her

yes word of
her
God

is

going

to

paint

me

into
a

corner with her
if
she

has

her way so

suddenly

so

suddenly
so

suddenly
i don't know

what

to do with you my
dear

mind
it

is

you

after

all
one

has
said

it

is
the

business

alright

yes it is

the

business
of the mind

to

accept

and
reject

both

at

the

same time i

wish
you

would

leave

me

but you do
what

you
have

to

do

i mean really

i

can't

expect
you

to

reject

without
that
accepting

business
now

can

i
what

can
you

reject

without accepting that
is

the question dear
mind
you

must

first of all

accept

that
you
will

reject

her

God

her way as for me
it
is

not

for

me

to

say

what you want
separately
you

are

the

enemy

as
well

as my dear

friend
aren't

you
i

mean

you

have
to accept that

before

you

can

reject
whatever

that
was
all

about

even

you

have you have

you
have

to

accept

first

first of all

accept
that

it

is maya for
her

to have a

God

like

that

way you know
what

i
mean

i

mean

having a God
that

way

is
insane you know

what

it
means

to be insane

don't
you my dear

mind

yes
you

have to accept
that
you

know

how

to

be insane dear
mind
you

are

insane
you

have

been

insane since time
immemorial
the
very
fact you have

forgotten

has

made
you

that
way
her

way is maya
that

way
yes

that
way
now

you

remember

that

way that way

is

the
way

you

remember

her
not

me

you
listen to me no way

so

far
as

i
can

tell

you

are totally insane

my
dear

mind

ha

what

a joke eh her dear

mind

more
like

it

eh

you like it

to

be
with

her

eh

and that idiot
is

as

you

can still see

around

her somewhere accepting that you

are

insane as well

mind

you yes insane
there
is

nothing
one

can

do

but
feel

sorry
for

you

my dear mind

you
are

the
mind

of

a conditioned soul

eternally
one

can
be

rid

of

you

they
say
i

should
chant Hare Krsna to work

it

i
mean
it

all

works
just

fine

with
me
if

i

chant

Hare Krsna dear
it

is

like
being

rid

of you at any rate yes that
is

what they say
it
is

like

it is exactly

like

being

rid
of
you

and

her

condition both at the same
time

that

is

what they say
we

will

see

about that eh

you

and
i

will
see

about

that
dear

mind

we will see
what

it

is

like so suddenly
dear

so

suddenly
yes

dear

you

and

i

we

will

just
see about that

so

suddenly so suddenly

so
suddenly
i

am

going

to
chant

Hare Krsna so

suddenly
it

will

make your head

spin
off into the
water
yes you will
be

dead in the water so to

speak
old

darling

so
suddenly

you

know

what
i

never

i

never

i
i never had

a

mind
of

my

own

this

should
be

interesting

but it is
not

very

you

know

nice
of

me

to
say

why

why
should i say
why

i

mean

what

can

i tell you

this

should be interesting

but

clearly

it
is

poetry

that
makes

most
of

the sense around

here

but
i

wouldn't
exactly

call
this

poetry
you

i mean it

is
just

not

you

dear

or to put
it

mildly another way yes yes

at

last it is
not

just

you
as
i

am

chanting

Hare Krsna so

suddenly

it

is

as

well
i

mean
not

you

it can't be

you
certainly

not

you
dear

mind in the

air

what's
up

in
the

air

is
this though yes

always
up
in

the

air

that's

life

yes
chanting

Hare Krsna is

the

life

of
the

party

to it all

so

suddenly so suddenly

yes

accepting
and

rejecting nothing like

you

are
insane
we

are

the

life

of the party
to
it

all

listen
yes
yes

accepting and rejecting
nothing
like

you
at

all

so

suddenly
we

are

the life of the party to it

all
chanting Hare Krsna
nicely
listen
listen

this

is

easily
forgotten

you
see

this

is
easily forgotten so

suddenly

that's
life

but

hey
don't forget Krsna
is
listening
to

the

sound

being

Himself
of

sound
mind and body

most

attractive He listens
as
it is in

truth
intelligent for Him

to
do so all

things

considering
it

is
rare

you know one

rarely

distinguishes
oneself
in

such

a

way

as
to

tell

you

the truth so

suddenly
but

Krsna

is
in

truth

yes we can
tell

in truth He

is

listening

intelligently

and
that's

life
as

this

is

easily forgotten that's life we
can
tell

each

other to forget it that's
life

in

truth

He
is
listening

so
even

if

i told you

to
forget it all
the
way
around

again

it
is

interesting

to note how
rare

it is you

see

it
is

rare

yes
totally

rare
all is rare

in
the

eyes

of God you

see

God

yes

God yes God

has
the

eyes

to

see

how we see
it

all is rare

in
the

eyes

of God one

is
even

yes

one

is

totally

rare

even
as

one

yes
one can see

that

is rare and
even

one is rarely seen to be aware
of
God

there

He is here
see
it

is

rare to be aware of
God

that
way

but
that's

life and this
is

easily
forgotten

yes

there
you

go

it

is
rare

totally rare to
be
God

even

yes
like

i said all

is

rare

remember
Krsna
is

listening by the

way
yes

Krsna

listens

intelligently

He
listens

to
you

yes He knows

you

are rare as

well
so
He

listens but you

know

He
can

do

whatever
and
whatever

that

was
all about it

is

rare

to
realize one can see God

like

that
yes
vasudeva

sarvam

iti sah mahatma
sudurlabah

as
for

me

well

just

think
of
this

as

easily

forgotten
so

suddenly and chant Hare Krsna
nicely

there

is
a

way

to

be

yourself in other
words

of

course
you

know

how it is

rare
to

feel

quite yourself around
one

who

is
so

interfering

but yes carry

on
i

will

never understand why
you

are

doing

it that way with God
listening

but

hey
you

know

what it is

like

yes
totally

we

always
know
what it is

like

as
God

only

knows

in
truth
how

rare

it

is

to
be

one
God
you

see

God
is

rare

yes

totally

as for me well yes

i
am rare too in a
way
thank
you

very much for

not
smoking
by

the way and yes thanks

thanks

for
being

rare as well now that

this
is

easily
forgotten
i

mean
no

smoking just a

second

could
you

please

put

that
cigarette

out
now

a breath of fresh air
would
be

nice

right
about now i

feel

a
little

too

rare
you

know
but

never

mind
no
smoking

take

it
out

or

put

it

out

of

your
mind
yes

thank
you

very

much
no

smoking

in

here

right

let's

go
out

for
a

breath

of

fresh
air

and

look

at that mirror
oh

my

God
that

needs

to
be

cleaned over cleansed
up
washed

off

singled

out

no

smoking
we

don't

want

any

smoke
covered
ears
i
mean

honestly

we don't want
any

smoke
no

smoke

covered

mirrors around here
listen
i

don't
want

any

smoke

chant
Hare

Krsna

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare
as for me