| confessing to there |
| once more confessing to there being an idiot about i am confessing to there being a figment yes a self sabotaging figment of imagination an idiot no one likes is there an idiot here an idiot changing the mind like it is there yes exactly like it is there i am once more confessing to being on the phone with her mind you we are all on the phone with her a little mentally as it is a drag to be out of service eh you know the service i mean it is mental to be on the phone with her she says i am in maya whispers kind of yes yes you yes you are yes yes you are in maya yes yes yes maya she says maya like it is out but just between the ears kind of out you know strange news not everyone can tell how strange it is to be out with her mind in between the ears until yes until it is on the phone so much for that at any rate it is you know some kind of weird party line of course one can be isolated like i said it is weird though i mean either way being on the phone with her she is the weird one it is like her to make one out to be schizophrenic like that on the phone all the time you know what i mean it is schizophrenia you feel as that little tingle of being called out on the phone mixes you up i mean it is not very far out to be on the phone with a moral either not even a moral compass some would say hey you know you know what it is like to be in the middle of that war that war that war is weird all the same that is a war you know there you see there is a war between demons and ghosts going on a phrenitic war yes you can tell on the phone how frenzied it has gotten to the point of making you know who feel delirious like this you know i wish you would get off the phone by the way i mean don't stay on the phone with that idiot you know very well who it is like being on the phone i don't want you to be God you idiot i am talking straight listen you don't pay attention to that idiot on the phone listen i am talking i don't want you to be God i can talk to whomever i want like this so suddenly you know i don't want you to behave like an idiot either listen get off the phone no you get off the phone i am not talking to that idiot on the phone i talk straight to that idiot you see that idiot don't talk to that idiot on the phone talk straight to me if you can't talk right to that idiot honestly stay off the phone with that idiot around i don't want you to be God like it is easy to be God on that party line there is no God like that idiot in line to become one you don't want to become one with that idiot trust me you don't want to behave like that is God just because because because God is imagined to be on some kind of party line like that idiot yes no God is like that more like that than this is one of those because they hate this on the phone they don't want this all over the phone trying to stop you from using it fairly effectively check those out right now because because because they are not God yes they are not God thank you very much Hare Krsna God doesn't want me to give bad association to God it is so nice to be giving God a flower or just to be giving God by the sound of it those are not bad giving the milk of human kindness some consideration but give them God in the form of sound and see what happens see what happens to them and how they react to being on the phone with you so suddenly the phone can be dangerous as all get out dear you see that idiot is on the phone get off chanting Hare Krsna nicely there is no other way i am confessing to there being an idiot on the phone now get off the phone you idiot there is nothing wrong with having one party line with God on our side but the simple fact of the matter is God doesn't like being on the phone all the time with you idiot get off the phone i am not impressed with the war you started with her on the phone a great many of us can't wait for God to kick you off like this is the end of a beautiful friendship with no one that idiot says it all is too complicated for them to understand a beautiful friendship but we know different to be or not to be that is the weird question don't answer that don't ask don't answer that question like me and you we are beyond that which the nothingness based creep of time has to offer don't ask me why don't ask me why i am chanting Hare Krsna i am not going to answer to that no nothingness no nothingness based creep of time is real fighting time chanting Hare Krsna with me i am chanting Hare Krsna the good fight is real timing she never asks me why it is time to fight the good the passionate and the ignorant she depends on that idiot to get her stuff through you see like a ghost yes you experience her timing as she has some strange stuff to get through that idiot but since or as i have no presence in the matter to call my own just like that she says it is your excuse for illusion and i should chant Hare Krsna nicely a good fight a good fight for God it is a good fight for her a passionate fight for God it is a passionate fight for her an ignorant fight it is an ignorant fight for her there is no God to fight for her in ignorance she takes ignorance seriously for the most part with that idiot around memorable to me i am forgetting it all the time all the time like through that idiot nothingness lowing if or what if so what to do lowing lowing oh what to do what a to do i mean that is a fine how do you do a cow is lowing oh oh can i get a witness i don't like it it is to me the sound of suffering i will share and share alike such a thing such a thing they say there is time for such a thing but can't i just get a witness all i want is a witness and the cow is lowing oh isn't it just the truth though there is time but i wish i had more time you know they say there is more time but can i get a witness on time a cow is lowing isn't there a witness to this has all the time gone in like time immemorial is it creepy time now a time then a time for so called nothingness creeping along in time like a snake in the grass what is that no nothingness creep of time for fighting for God i wonder what would it be like having nothing like that time but it doesn't matter God likes to fight for nothing like this at all you know He can do that instead yes so go on get with it fight for nothing like that at all otherwise honestly you know what to do yes you know what a to do that has been already yes better to stay with the devil you know they say so don't interrupt me i am chanting Hare Krsna nicely knowing full well how we can't be all the same in mind body and words fighting for nothing like this at all there is nothing to fight for like this trust me i am not fighting for nothing like this at all mind you she is strange that way she will fight with you for this hell she will fight for this with you just ask and ye shall receive directions if need be this is fun by the way don't ask me why she never asks me why this is so much fun she is laughing even as i am chanting Hare Krsna so suddenly listen Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare see her she is laughing even as i am chanting Hare Krsna so suddenly she is laughing at me being different too she loves to laugh at it all the time fighting for nothing like this makes her laugh even as i am chanting Hare Krsna nicely like this she never asks why it is so much fun she just laughs like it similarly she has fun with this and there is nothing we can do about it so suddenly like this see she is laughing i told you so there she is laughing now what do you want me to do with her laughter go on tell her what you want me to do with her laughter i dare you to ask her what to do with me too go on it can't hurt to ask her all that much if at all so suddenly but there is only one way to find out how it is her yes her way or no so suddenly her yes her way or no way i am not going to do you see i am in no way going to do it all is getting done through her idiot and that three modes of material so i am chanting Hare Krsna nicely yes even as she is laughing it off so suddenly so suddenly so suddenly it is her you see her she has that way about her laughing it off all the time you can see her she never asks me why i am chanting Hare Krsna nicely so suddenly it is her you see her she is laughing it off all the time even as i am in no way it chanting Hare Krsna nicely she is laughing that is maya she says you can't chant Hare Krsna nicely so suddenly so suddenly so suddenly no one like me can ever chant Hare Krsna nicely like that no she is laughing it off alright but you see that don't you so don't be like me go on you can't chant Hare Krsna nicely like me you know she said so laughing it off she laughs it off all the time she has no time for this now by the way no time for this no time Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare see her she has no time left over yes no yes no yes no time to chant Hare Krsna nicely with me like this so suddenly laughing it off all the time is like having no time for this so suddenly trust me she says so herself you can tell by the way she laughs Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare the trance of self realization is like that yes like being on the phone to each other one is like that on the phone we are like each other one for one with one God remembering it is a party line that keeps us in a trance of self realization as this goes on at it again and again she tries it out on me for some of what is not yes some of that which is not this and all that is not this is some of her she has some more too it is some more it yes as she is trying it out on me it is some of what is not yes some of that which is not this is some she wants more of some she tries it out on me to get more she has to have more all the time extremely quickly laughing it off she has more she wants more she is more she is some she tries it out on me to get some of that which is not this in line with the party line so in this way i am late to the party as that which is not this goes on in line with one way of thinking it is God i am missing in a trance of self realization that is not this by half and how can i argue with that which is not love the way you feel by the way or get lost like it used you for some of that which is not very funny even if she is laughing it off pretty quickly like this so suddenly one has to love you have some of that which is not this in mind but do you mind how i love the way i feel because of that no i don't think so at all so suddenly we listen we can't help but listen we are listening Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare |