| having taken a wait and see approach to singing one is for the most part full of it and thinking this is faculty or is it for the most part the only faculty as the feeling of being irresistible to an experienced cheat dawns on one like the rising sun is real just like that is no setting one always one always rising in a way heading for another dawn as it dawns and dawns and dawns on one it is an experienced cheat living not so far apart from your own sense of life being kind of borrowed not by you anywho it is not me it is said it is what it is and being cheated as it is said i am irresistible to it you know me dear i am irresistible to it it can't help but cover me over i am so irresistibly easy to cheat you see i am the worst of the cheated in effect you know it is cheating me like i am borrowing it from you dear never mind how i am it is not important how i am you see it is like having a language instead of a faculty which is stupid quite frankly and not my kind of thing to go by like this dear listen apart from what it is i have a sense you might call it consciousness for your own reasons and see it cheat me as such dear but i have a sense it is in no way as irresistible that's all i mean it has to be that way because it is you see not so irresistible as me one can resist it you know but no it can't resist me and the way i am easily cheated dear and so it is i am covered yes it has me covered and the sun is always rising as it dawns on me i am easily cheated because i am to it irresistible dear even as you have consistently shown how you resist it dear i am irresistible to it as it is perfectly capable of covering me you know it will cheat me and you have to take it as it comes and goes with me like the always rising sun never sets me free but mercifully has kept me in line for reasons yes as you have been able to resist me as it is free from you and to you i can see you are reasoning with me as life is the prime factor no matter how distant i feel home is after all the way you go dear and yes i understand how one goes back to Godhead with you now as i am the kind of person that goes far more gradually than one singing and dancing like every word echoes the Hare Krsna sound all of us can only go back no one like me can go home without you dear we do know how you are home yes in a way to go home with you we get how we are turned around from an exterior approach to life and drawn back to the interior as you take us to task from the way to go home as the way to go home is being with you in line yes the line you have linked to us is from the interior and leads one to turn back away from the faculty of external energy naturally one understands in making a distinction between spiritual and material one takes to the perspective of the insider dear yes dear Hare Krsna now Hare Krsna there is no love in making the distinction from the perspective of a dedicated outsider yes being in line with the way to go one feels at home with you as the line extends back and forth even those spaced out beyond belief to the point of doubting a reality have no doubt about the way we are limited to each other without you and they hear the Hare Krsna sound first you know i am listening to you yes no yes no yes no other sound can be heard originally i mean yes no other sound is remembered as being original in your company it would be in poor taste to hold out the very idea of hearing a sound one remembers as being more original than the Hare Krsna sound dear by your grace i have an understanding of how all related to the original supreme personality of Godhead is prioritized and all that which is not original is a joke or whatever it is finding me irresistible you know just too too irresistible that way you know covering me over because i am irresistibly easy to cheat dear that is at any rate a joke from this perspective depth of character is all the same remembered to be well rounded and sturdy as one in mind offers over three earthen pots of yogurt with golden honey to Baladeva in the early afternoon you know the rain from a few clouds refreshes the feeling of sunshine and we see the clear soft acutely shallow glisten that catches His attention a little as He looks to put them on a surface dear yes dear |
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