ifeelfunny

it

is

getting
to

the

point where i

am

resisting it more

than

you

would
think

accepting

and rejecting it

would

be

enough
but

that

is not proving to be

the

case

you
say

well

then what is

it

to

the
power

of

one i ask

you

and

get
no

response

from the over

extended

version

of
it

in

mind wait for it you

say

one

has
to

think

of it again

not

me

and
i

would

take it on your say

so

if

only
it

would

get to the

point

where

i
am

ready

to reveal it as future

proof

beyond

how
it

is

under extended at

the

same

time
dear

mind

never mind you say that

is

none

of
your

business

now i ask

you

is

that
any

way

for one to even think

of

how

it
is

going

on with or

without

total

recall
nonsense

you

say just forget it if

i

have

no
interest

to

share the likes

of

it

with
time

you

will lose it all to

the

power

of
one

as

usual never mind

why

she

never
asks

me

why and who are you

to

pass

judgement
on

it

missing the power

of

one

is
tantamount

to

passing judgement on it see

it

as

something
of

an

irresistible curse without

the

power

of
one

okay

and i say oh my

it

is
so

not the same anymore what

can

one do about leaving it

to

an

unknown
though

i

mean it is not that

different
leaving
it

to an unknown

quantity

is

a
lot

you

might say it amounts to a lot

of

false

ego
playing

around

with

it

is little different

as

compared
to

just
seeing

how
one

goes to leaving

it

in

mind
as

a

lot of false

ego
in
three

modes
of
material

nature
what
can

you

do

with a lot

of

false
ego

dear

mind

the anaesthesia of

that

which is not

doing

it for you

from

one perspective it

is
chronic
as

much as any

impersonally

constructed guilt complex is real

as

one

source
of

chronic

anxiety dear trust

me

oh

my
God

another

turnover that was

quick

so

would
you

i

mean how would

you

like
to

be

real

into realizing control it is

in

your
nature
to

get

how you are suited to control of

course

you

are
taking

a

hint dear you

can

take

a
hint

yes

from chanting the Hare Krsna

mantra

yes

no
unlimited
lust

of course listen

listen

hey listen no

yes

no
unlimited

lust

ever

is in the veritable offing for you hovering under

control
of

the
maha

mantra
dear

yes
no

clearly
it

is

causing some confusion for one to in

effect

reside

as
a

ghostly

presence of mind

still

my

dear
it
is

not wise for

one

to let it

slip

out

of
mind

as

much as some

think

to
link

the

qualitative

freedom of being

unfettered

unaffected spirit soul

with

the
unknown

quantity

mentally

with lusty gusto

listen

there is no

all

one

to
as

such

entertain

beyond

giving
the

time

of

day something of

a

pass

in

support of it

one

simply

favors

yin

only

halfheartedly dismissing yang in other

words
listen

yes
no

honestly
the

whole

notion
of

acting
on

behalf
of

any

conceptual
configuration
of
life
as

we

know
it

borders

on taking leave

of

your

senses
to

suit

a freak of

nature

my

dear
mind

trust

me i heard

her

say it peacefully

she

said

it
again

i
heard
her

say the all one is of no

concern

to
me

and

i

heard her say it again yes trust

me

the

pop

flash
now

and
again
over

staying

impersonal

bearing
of
the

insanely
jealous

and

envious
never

did
qualify

you
as

such

talk talk talk about the

truth

from
what

is

essentially
a

generous

perspective
of

your

own

making and feel

different

without
having

to

prove
it
to
me
or

ever think of it as

even
crudely

lifted
from

any
so

called
all

one

yes dear please remember i

heard

her

say
it

again

yes

she

said the all one is

of

no

concern
to
me

and

she

said

it
again trust me it is the right thing to do like
forever
and
a
day
i

mean

you
can
so

go

to

sure understand how i feel about it

i

never
told
you

to

act
like

listen i never

told

you to act like it to humor me i

never

felt like it

would

alleviate your insufferable tendency to

feel

inexplicably

jealous
and

so

envious no matter what i think honestly why bother

indeed

it

is
real

interesting

how those taking nothing for granted are
so
not

too

particular about it like this

and

just

like
that
you

can

appreciate
mercy is in
mind
spirit
soul

is

sweet
hope

springs

eternal

yes

we are charitable

more

than irritable about our own

nature

being

required
of

us
at

all
yes

dear

we get how it is

not
to

be
taken

for
granted

quite

simply stated we are in

and

of

ourselves
just

not

too

particular

about it taken

even

slightly

higher
in

tone

there

is

that

about
us

one
realizes
from

an

interesting

perspective indeed there

is

some scope to

it

being
cultivated

by
the
Krsna

conscious

with deep mercy

a

purified

life
renders
as

portending

significant

true

to
form

transcendence

in other words

God

help

us
we

are

not

alone

so how is

it

all about being

alone

with

you
then you know
what
you
get

used

to

saying so it

is

not

all

about
being

alone then so

listen

you

get
used
to

saying

so
what

are

you thinking such

that
you
are

so

easily

influenced
by

it

yes

being one way

nothing
but
association

dear
trust

me i realize how it

is

so

true
from

one

perspective it is

nothing

but

association
never
mind

why it sounds

like

it
is

a

question

of balance one

keeps

in

mind
yes

no

matter how you

associate

yourself

with
it

in
mind
one

gets

used
to saying so
we
are
not
alone
God
help
us
with
it

then
because
if

no

such
divine
personality does no
one
else
will

so

like
it

or

not

one
feels real influenced
because
of
being

used
to
it
yes
in

a
way no way
listen
no
way
does

that
bother and burn
out
our
personality
wholesale
my

dear

mind
but

it

makes you wonder

enough

for

me
to

say
so

listen
what

is

happening honestly how

is
it

one

acts like one

is

losing

any

good

intelligence

under
the

influence

of

association is there

no

God

for

one
to

at

least

keep in mind

from
around

here
somewhere

dear
talk

about
the
truth

and help one

to

understand
it

and

how

it is not

to

be taken for granted or

sorted
out
in

terms
of
a
somehow
or

other

berserk impersonally constructed advantage yes

please

oh

please
please

please

hey
listen
yes

yes

okay
please
please yes please do please
you
mind
the

missing

in

action respect mind

the

stealthy dreamer manipulating

whatever

that was all

about

mind that which is not

to

be reciprocated in

kind

mind

how
it

is

emulated by a

class

of
half

a life men

devoid

of good old fashioned wholesome

balance

mind

how
they

presume

to get the

idea

behind your basic

impersonal

construct

but

shy

away

from
any
leading
personality
by

way

of disconcertingly insidious

behavior

mind

the
criminal

element

positing leadership mind

how

it

is
a
perverted

reflection

of
what

goes
on
in

the spiritual atmosphere mind that rank aftertaste it is

a

remnant
of

milk

fed

to

a
snake

trust

me it will never do

it

will

never

do
you
i

mean
it

will
never
do
much
outside

of

clearing

the air a

little

so

to

speak to your satisfaction but

what
you

know

what can listen

you

listen
what
can

be

done

honestly

what can you

do

living

in
a

shoe

with

little

more yes dear

with
little

more
atmosphere

than
a

padded

cell oddly featuring some poorly

arranged

fear

inspiring
hard

nosed
studs
what

can you do

i

would
say

hey

give
yourself

up

to
the

true to form

cheer

you
remember
from

affectionate
service

in
relation
to
the
divine

i would say

totally
heave
away

the
clearly
unwanted

misery
laden
hat

checking

so

to speak and be a striking transcendental

influence

oh

yes

i
would

certainly say so and feel

a

life

affirming
charm

abiding

so

you

listen to me hey hey hey never mind why

just
you

listen
to
me

she never asks

why

and

you
remember

what

she

said

yes she said it again

she

said

the
all

one

is of no

concern

to

me
dear

mind

never
listen
never mind it is unheard of according to a duck i
would
say
that

is neither here

nor
there

from
one

perspective
okay

listen

can you please chant Hare Krsna nicely

trust

me

i
feel

real

funny
otherwise
you

know

what
i

am

saying
it

is
like

we
will

just

as soon lose each other

to

the

rather

dreamy

somehow

or

other

so subsequently potentiated designs of

a

live
unknown

quantity
like
you

are

so
kind

of
real

confused
about

how you will

not
feel
like

going the way

of

trying
to

just
handle
it
otherwise
i

mean
trust

me
i want to
chant
Hare
Krsna

nicely
i

feel

funny
about
it
otherwise
dear

do you listen

honestly

do
you

ever

feel
like
it

goes to show

one
is
living

a lie without

one

saying
hey
you
we
are

all
one

man

all one so

you

listen

go
to

it

we

hey

listen go to it man we are

all

one

no
sense

in
living
a

lie man go

to

it
we

are

all

one by God

go

to it man

we
are

all
one

and
it

is

living proof of

it

man

go
to

the

all one of

it

all

and
feel
right

at
home
seriously
man
go

to it leave

your

ego
out

of
it

man
we

are
all

one
and

that is all

there
is
to

it

man
no

more
ego

tripping
for

you it is

all

one
take

it

easy

on her by

the

way

you

know
it

man
no

more
living

a lie with

her

in
mind
we

are
all

one
like

i
am

saying

it is living

proof
of

it
you
know

yes no yes no yes no separation is real

stick

with
it

man

we

are all one

no

matter
what

that

was

all about stick

with

it
we

are

all

one as it

is

true
to

life

trust

me man just

stick

with
it

get

how

it is in

the

now
man
go

on

who says it takes one

to
know
one

in
other
ways

listen
we
are

all one so take it

easy

on
her

man
stick

with
it

no it is hey you

listen

it

is

not
supposed

to
get
boring
man
mind

the
drama it is all so much a part of
it
you
stick

with

it
feel

right

at
home
with

her

yes take it

easy

no

sense
in
living
a
lie

we

are
all
one

yes no never

mind

how
it

all

sounds
so
familiar
stop
wasting

my

time

with doom and

gloom
fixation
and
jokeoholic
lip
zippering
go
with
the

flow
it

is all one are you

listening

to me wait

just

one

downward
dog

gone

second who here

who

what

is
the
difference

between

the
objective
and
subjective
side

of it you ask me

why

do
you

ask
me
listen

are

you thinking to

spoil

it
for

me

again

hey hey hey oh my God wait

she
is
within

hearing
singing

Hare Krsna exquisitely

and

dancing
like

moderated

association

personified oh my is she

with

you
then
how

can
i

compete
it

is
making

a liar out of me no all one can honestly even

compare

to
her

song

bearing
dimensions

in

dance
she

shares a relationship

with

the
divine

i
honestly

never
felt

the presence of such spirit before at

all

oh my it is inconceivable

simultaneous

oneness

and
difference

she
realizes
i
mean
that

is

the
tattva i failed
to
abide
by
somehow
or

other
i

was

making

a fool of

myself

thank

you
very

much

listen does this

hurt

by

the
way

i

mean can we join in and chant at least i am

a

little

embarrassed
to

say

dancing like that is going to be

more

of

a
gradual
work

in

process
from

one

perspective

no

doubt yes i am begging for mercy

at

any

rate
trust

me

was i terribly wrong to interrupt what you were

going

to

say
by

the

way
tell

me

about
it

will

you please yes

alright
never
mind

then
Hare
Krsna
pranams
to
the
assembled

vaishnavas

Hare Kṛṣṇa Hare Kṛṣṇa Kṛṣṇa Kṛṣṇa Hare Hare
Hare Rāma Hare Rāma Rāma Rāma Hare Hare

so

clearly she my

dear

mind she said it again the all

one

is of no

concern

to

me
listen

she
will
go
on
yes
of
course

she will go

on

so
readily

talking about the truth no matter who feels like

one

is

living
a

lie

to

suit

happy

campers

space

makes

sense

with

more

than

enough gravity to

spare

one

the
time

of

day in other

words

it

is
your

personality

i

remember

whatever that was

all

about

it
is
that

which
is
not

for
me
to

say in terms

of

your
personality

i

only

remember how we

relate

to
it

those

without

the

wherewithal

to

pay

attention

to
it on their
own
terms
lose

ground
like

it
is

your
personality

or

mine

yes dear you

can

tell
it

is

mental

that way it
is
real

mental
to
think

of
it
in
terms
of

being
all

one

dear

mind

as it is

so
mental

it
is

the
business

of

the mind to

accept

and

reject
it

yes

dear
in

other
words

your
personality

figures trust me

some
say
it

figures
but
you

can
take
leave

of your senses

to

prove
otherwise

i

knew
that

you

can
hear

them say and

how

would
i

argue
with

them
it

is

after

all like i

said

it
is
dear
no
question

one
at
a

time

yes

crowd no crowd

it
is
the
business
of

accepting and rejecting

that

defines
your

personality
as

it
is

revealed
in
person

Hare Kṛṣṇa Hare Kṛṣṇa Kṛṣṇa Kṛṣṇa Hare Hare
Hare Rāma Hare Rāma Rāma Rāma Hare Hare

i feel funny