| yes here i am my Lord with my mouth shut tight so to speak listening to this type of music and donating to my favourite charity a few tears or too much fun for one heart to have and hold back the tears happens yes just so happens it just so happens to near kill me you know i laugh so impossibly hard Lord it is ridiculously hysterical how i am disposed of yes i am so disposed you might say i am in need of thinking again in my sleep you know my sleep Lord is disturbed with the ringing sound of end of the line bells and whistles though as i have said before i am sure right around here somewhere as a matter of fact you heard me yes i said no i said yes no yes no yes no matter what i am supposed to do about it is fine yes you know whatever dear Lord whatever you want me to do is fine by me Lord i do whatever you want me to do about it as it is now and again i am the one who must demonstrate life after death happens and happens and happens dear Lord how it happens is of course interesting to some extent for those in a wrinkled state mostly so to speak yes they can tell you Lord how they are in appreciation of their lives so to speak and don't want to die demonstrating how it is necessary to do so all the same under no special circumstance is one found to be all that resistive to life after death the very thought or the very idea of it sets one in a kind of little trance although it is hard to find one in this age of kali it is hard to find one interested in life as it is in space making sense like this so to speak yes as it is dear Lord as it is not very funny to be here now unless this is funny yes the funny business i am here for demonstrably here for yes but what am i disposed to do about it now there is no need to wonder in good faith yes dear Lord i am in good faith acting like i have a sense of humour that is wholly yes in fact wholly dependent on the way you smile as if i care about life far more than i care about what comes after me so to speak you know what i mean dear Lord death comes after me and life of course is life after death there now i know that wasn't too hard for you to understand dear Lord but how funny is that voice now the sound of this so suddenly yes yes that is what cracks me up so to speak like this with my mouth shut tight now i am laughing to beat the band and in need of a good kirtan obviously yes a real hum dinger of a kirtan dear Lord that'll set me and my sweet little sunshine love all right all right there is nothing wrong with a kirtan full of face twisting laughter in the sunshine dear Lord you know it very well the laughter i mean the laughter yes you can just hear it all now the laughter and it is what most of us are around the laughter is around us too we are laughing so to speak even as i am listening to this type of music singing even yes a little teary eyed and marvellous in this life after death so suddenly dear Lord there is nothing you can do about it that is not from one perspective rich as you are so fortunate yes you are nice and fortunate in our company we enjoy the ananda of ananda mayobhyasat Prabhupāda: He could not finish. You see? There are so many things. We are thinking, “By finishing this, we shall be happy,” but that is sometimes hampered. So ananda is checked. So this is the position. So higher means where ananda is not checked. That is higher position. The purpose is ananda, but in this material world we are experiencing ananda being checked. Just like nobody wants to die. That’s a fact. Why you shall die? I already discussed that I know that I was a child, I was a boy, I was a young man, and now I have got this body, old man’s body. It is now going to finish. So I am little anxious. Now, whatever ananda I was drawing in my living condition, now it is going to be finished. But if we think properly that “I am eternal, so although the body will be finished, I’ll not be finished…” This is very natural, that “I was not finished. Because my childhood body was finished, so I was not finished. My boyhood body was not finished; I was not finished. My youthhood was finished, but I was not finished.” Similarly, the conclusion should be: “Even though this body will be finished, I’ll not be finished.” That is stated in the Bhagavad-gita, tatha dehantara praptir dhiras tatra na muhyati [Bg. 2.13]. Dhira, one who is intelligent, he is not disturbed. Dhiras tatra na muhyati. So dhira, one who is dhira, sober, philosopher, he knows that “I am not going to be finished. I shall have to accept another body.” Now, whether that body will be ananda? That is the consideration. I’ll get another body, just like I have got this body, after changing so many bodies. Moment after moment, we are changing body. That is the medical science, changing of blood corpuscles. So this body will be changed again. Then I will have to enter the mother’s womb and packed up for at least ten months in suffocated condition. This is scientific, all. Then again I’ll come out when the body is prepared nicely to come out and exist. So that period of formation of body is not ananda. To remain compact in this way for ten months, it is not ananda. It is not ananda, just opposite ananda. Then when we die… Die, death, means the miserable condition is so great that we cannot live. We have to go out. There is no ananda. Then, when we have got this body, changing, there is no ananda because we are sometimes diseased, and to become old man, that is also not ananda. Therefore I am eternal. I am seeking after something which is eternal ananda. Therefore next consideration should be that “Whether this condition of repetition of birth, death, old age and disease can be changed?” That is next question. And if there is possibility, then we shall try for it. But there is possibility here. The conclusion is: so long we get this material body… Because matter is not eternal. Anything you take, material—earth, water, fire, air, sky, mind, intelligence and false ego—these are all material things. So these material things, they are not eternal, none of them. This table is created; it is not eternal. It will be finished at a certain date, anything you take. But I am eternal. So if I transfer myself in another nature which is eternal, then my ananda will be eternal. That is the purpose of life. holy cow i where did i did i was out like a flash what did i miss am i missing something here this does not sound funny at all to me here here here i was thinking actually no one thinks much of going home you know you have to die but there is always the tendency to think one has a hat on in this world and where do i hang out or can i leave my hat here for a second and go back to see what i was so suddenly was i bad wow you know what i must be kind of hopeless kind of eh yes kind of hopeless in your eyes dear Lord of all you survey i am no doubt hopelessly in a shameless position of compromise so suddenly dear Lord i am not very funny anymore that's all that's for sure what happened to me as i went out one morning to breath in a little and sing out loud don't worry if it is not good enough for me dear Lord of all you survey the music i am typing into this is kind of fill by the way but not really the kind of psychology that a doctor phil would use all that much you know it is a crime yes a shame a crying shame i have no sense of being real like this and chanting Hare Krsna nicely at all so suddenly and that sounds like a question there is no question about it i am asking you a question dear Lord of all you survey so what am i supposed to do now apologize no sweat i mean alright i'm sorry but the number you have dialed is not in service dear Lord of all you survey here i am out of service now and i know that doesn't sound too funny yet but wait for it yes i am dancing a jig kind of rich with the need to be sorry you know i am so sorry i am sorry i am sorry yes i'm so sorry i'm so sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry that i missed you and all you survey like this i mean i never really got this stuff together dear Lord of all you survey there is a site you know a website that is pretty much a secret and i do honestly plan to get together with you there and talk about it all you know the way space makes sense and all yes i miss that kind of conversation all the time like this with you actually and hope to touch base with you there before i give this away forever and think very very carefully about how i am supposed to be chanting this yes chanting this Hare Krsna mantra nicely again yes oh yes and yes they know where space makes sense by the way yes they do and they are perfect for each other dear honestly yes Hare Krsna now Hare Krsna dear hearted ones come on lets have a great kirtan in their honour we want to so lets support them in a way we can now give your support to the Hare Krsna movement here in the glorious sunshine of the sampradaya sun that is right effective in clearing the air oops sorry about that guys but i digress yes click that button you know you want to make a donation yes click the donation button dear hearted ones we are going to have a party a much needed party in the sunshine to celebrate the passing of time immemorial you know what i mean yes Hare Krsna yes and you know what they say dear Lord of all you survey give one enough rope and wonder if one thinks it is a snake or what but but but yes whatever you do come on and please find out how i am chanting the Hare Krsna mantra with relish and cutting the mustard yes Hare Krsna yes please do give one enough rope and wonder wonder wonder if one thinks it too wonder wonder yes wonder if one thinks it is a snake or what of course one is just as likely not to know one from adam in circumstances beyond control so it is a good thing one is here so suddenly i'll tell you what i am going to do at any rate yes you can tell and it hurts a little but that's alright it is not mine nor is it yours so suddenly thank you very much for the rope at any rate i mean it is not too bad and well you know it is not too good but that's alright yes even as it does look like a snake from one perspective it is enough rope after all yes enough rope dear thank you very much now look see what i can do i can tie it in a knot that looks like a bow but don't try this at home folks really one must be sure from the very start or so i hear yes but there is enough rope so don't try this at home folks i mean it Nitai knows how to handle this stuff but don't mind me at any rate yes i am chanting Hare Krsna at first already dear heartedly but don't tie it in a knot dear dear hearted ones don't tie it in a knot or one is going to cry until one can't stop laughing |
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