| this life has changed for the better right on time so don't mind me recording this on the head of a pin and don't you call me a pin head i feel more like a common thief thank you very much yes i am stealing one away from her mouth piece she has a mouth piece full of pins don't you know and i find that amusing to no end and to no avail look at me i am funny that way too no don't i just changed my mind yes yes i know i know i said it i said i am only in it for the funny business but that does not mean i have nothing else to do so so few of us are nice to the mind it is full of conflicting history isn't it like the middle east i am not worthy i have suffered too much for you to continue being nice and mental around me there is a way one is alone one has been it is not too bad and not too good but one alone is the only one the way one has been one of us to continue being nice and mental around me you had better realize one has you at an advantage dear mind it is not too good it is not too bad only one of us is like this but that one is bound to keep you at an advantage all the same you see that one dear mind yes that one is bound to keep you at an advantage it is so like you to fall under the spell of that one dear mind it is confusing me with someone else under the spell of that one you had better get to know who that is around us dear mind i don't want to be confused with someone else under the spell of that one you see that one has you at an advantage dear mind and it is confusing me with someone else you know i am easily confused with someone who cares about that one dear mind as one has you like that you know how it is i am the only one like this you know who is being confused with someone else who cares about that one dear mind who cares about that idiot you say okay okay so okay you say it is that way then the one that has you at an advantage like that is that idiot figment of imagination i have been entertaining like i am confused about feeling like someone else so suddenly dear mind no one has you at an advantage you say that is interesting though i thought you didn't have any idea who that was i was wrong it is an idiot after all but i was wrong all the same wrong for you dear mind i thought wrong and now one can only wonder what were you thinking it was like mad i felt i was being confused with someone who cared about that idiot for some strange reason then let us just see what you were thinking dear mind it is so like you to fall under the spell what were you thinking dear mind yes i was wrong but what were you thinking i mean it was confusing me with someone else you know that idiot is a figment of imagination so what were you thinking about dear mind tell me the truth i know i was wrong but what were you thinking about as i was so confused with someone who cares about that idiot listen i want you to chant Hare Krsna right now never mind just chant Hare Krsna nicely no false ego for you you know the enemy having been found consorting with the enemy one is certainly suspect dear mind it is lust the all devouring enemy of this world now you know what to do listen we are not going to be an idiot following an idiot dear one has no built in time conditioning that way dear mind one is not the universal form by rights with a built in array of whatever that was all about so suddenly one no one has nothing a little built in nothing is contrived from everything all that much even no one has a little built in independence and goes unrecognized all that much so you can tell how that idiot takes effect yes that is one powerful figment of the imagination to you my dear mind you had better recognize Krsna at any rate without consideration limited to time and circumstance one is a little independent enough for Krsna never mind that idiot enough is enough one is a little one with Krsna and in high contrast a little independent enough to interact with shri Krsna in a real way one is fair recognizable as one interacting with Krsna a little one you know one has no universal form in that real way nothing is built in as nothing is contrived from everything try to understand nothing you can't because nothing is contrived from everything at all times dear mind nothing is everything you can't understand how it is everything dear mind no it is not everything at all one has nothing like that to say about this that and the other thing one is a little you know what i mean dear mind yes no yes no yes no one is everything at all one of us has to realize how it is nothing for that idiot to be contrived from the same thing the imagination is real my dear mind one is real and nothing like that idiot do you understand me dear mind no one has to try very hard to be at all real like that it is easy to understand who goes there we go like an apple falls not too far from the tree so what do you want dear mind you know what i think don't you dear yes i think you want to be Krsna if i listen to that idiot but that is not the point listen what do you think this is some kind of joke so suddenly dear mind i think you honestly i think you want to chant Hare Krsna ahead of time like this and well we will just have to see about that now won't we yes and never forgetting the other thing is nice and mental one is nice and true but what is the point if you just want to chant Hare Krsna ahead of time go on tell the truth is this some kind of joke such that you just want to chant Hare Krsna ahead of time my dear mind you know what is pretty straight to get straight as Krsna is the most attractive original supreme personality of Godhead He can give one the eyes to see that universal form as He has done so one can tell by reading the famous chapter eleven of the Bhagavad-gita as it is kindly translated into english through the auspices of the jagad guru His divine grace A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Srila Prabhupada now you know Arjuna saw the universal form that's all so safe to say there is such a thing as being ahead of one's time at any rate no matter what is happening now you know Arjuna saw the universal form that's all so safe to say He was heavily impacted seeing nothing but the universal form just like that He said as much in a way and asked for Krsna He wanted Krsna He needed Krsna not only Arjuna saw this universal form of the Lord but others in other planetary systems also saw it the vision was not dreamy all who were spiritually awake with the divine vision saw it read all about it but listen He needed Krsna and He said so read all about it and how He saw the death of so many great warriors ahead of time and how He said speaking to Krsna after seeing this universal form which I have never seen before I am gladdened but at the same time my mind is disturbed with fear therefore please bestow Your grace upon me and reveal again Your form as the Personality of Godhead O Lord of lords O abode of the universe Krsna displayed then and there His four-armed form and at last He showed him His two-armed form thus encouraging the fearful Arjuna when Arjuna thus saw Krsna in His original form he said seeing this human like form so very beautiful my mind is now pacified and I am restored to my original nature Arjuna wanted to see the universal form of the Supreme Lord so out of His mercy upon His devotee Arjuna Lord Krsna showed His universal form full of effulgence and opulence this form was glaring like the sun and it's many faces were rapidly changing Kṛṣṇa showed this form just to satisfy the desire of His friend Arjuna this form was manifested by Krsna through His internal potency which is inconceivable by human speculation no one had seen this universal form of the Lord before Arjuna but because the form was shown to Arjuna other devotees in the heavenly planets and in other planets in outer space could also see it they did not see it before but because of Arjuna they were also able to see it in other words all the disciplic devotees of the Lord could see the universal form which was shown to Arjuna by the mercy of Krsna someone commented that this form was shown to Duryodhana also when Kṛṣṇa went to Duryodhana to negotiate for peace unfortunately Duryodhana did not accept the peace offer at that time Kṛṣṇa manifested some of His universal forms still those forms are different from this one shown to Arjuna it is clearly said that no one has ever seen this form before dear mind all the time it takes it yes it takes it takes the cake and eats it too look i don't want to take the cake i am kind of whatever you know what you take the cake or better yet let's string along the learning curve around the perimeter and secure the cake to keep them from having to eat cake at break neck speed like this that ought to do the trick listen did you hear that are you insane listen someone is insane see all you have to do is ask it takes the cake and eats it too they are going of course they are going to name the whole thing after you that is the least they can do seeing as how it is impossible to think otherwise you know what i mean though my words are empty show yourself and make them yes you make them your own kindness it is all about you your highness we need you to get by we need you to feel the difference a word or two makes like this we love you to pieces as it is the cake of mentality no doubt not the trance of self realization under which i had fallen for a spell all you have to do is ask under that spell ask about whatever in relation to whomever and it takes the cake and eats it too that is mentality in the mood of speculation on high as innuendo scores the face of existence with it it takes the cake and eats it away as Krsna says time I am the destroyer of worlds those are the worlds the worlds it takes to be so mental with you as the one the way and the whatever too your highness above you oh mind above you one has to be far more intelligent than i as i even still think of you as all mine like a fool the whorl of it all is life is sensitive is opening and shutting the senses out is huffing and puffing and blowing your house down is space making and space makes sense yes that is the whorl of it all space makes sense and life air the air of life will huff and puff and blow your house down so don't forget Krsna is challenging Radharani at the crossroads so to speak as life is yes as life is the portend of an incident for instance one thinking of sri dana keli cintamani might say hey this is an incident of Krsna consciousness even as Krsna is or has more than a little incidental presence may Sri Sri Gandharva-Giridhari's intently playful quarrel over a toll of milk-products at the base of Govardhana Hill where Their friends, filled with hundreds of desires for their friend's victory spoke many clever crooked words protect you all says Srila Raghunatha goswami although I am blind by the power of the effulgence of the pollen of Srila Rupa Gosvami's splendid lotus feet i now take the eternally new dana keli pastime jewel created by the meeting of the flowing stream of Sri Radha and the ocean of Lord Giridhari, both very beautiful and both filled with nectar waves of exalted joking words yes no yes no yes no doubt one has a way of listening at any rate and life is never on hold dear though slow at heart one is one plus one getting up to speed in great association however gradually however mentally however intelligently however straight however remembered off by heart however simultaneously one and different Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare |
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