in a kind
of
concentration

camp
haven't i been

patient

though
well

yes

kind

of you know
what
knowing

the

difference between knowledge and realized
knowledge
one

can

understand
how

makeshift

fiddly

dee
oneness
of a kind

bewilders

brains to a parlous fault
and

if
i

was
concentrating
to

go

and tell you
that

was a lie
there

one

could
say
you

would

say

well it's too

late
in the here and now and you

would

be

still

around obviously brains

are

bewildered

beyond
self

help
so

suddenly

and

somewhat
impatiently jaded towards

gurus
brains

are
of
feverish

mentality
so

you

believe
what

you

hear
to a certain

extent

only

yes
exactly

that

is

what

is going on
never

mind

envy

that

is
makeshift to begin
with

that's

all

more

like

jealousy
out
there

we

have

in

mind to feel ourselves first
not
you

or
the

next
one
we

feel

ourselves first if

ever

we
have

a
mind

to

continue
doing

so

now
some will say we are

jealous
of

ourselves
and
so

far as we
keep

to
ourselves
there

is

certainly
some

truth

to
that
you

see

that
is

realizable
knowledge envy first is not

there

like
it
never has been
first
of
all
there is no
envy
like

mad
at
first

sight

that

is

makeshift
you can lie

to

yourself about the

need
to

hold

yourself
in

by
cracky

is right around
here

somewhere
but

no

one
is

just

envious if you
do
such

nonsense
it
is

to
say
one

is

so envious at first no one is

at

all
envious

at

first
like

this

one

is

shy kind of inhibited a

little
that

is

understandable
but

how
envious

am

i
at

first

i

can't
even

relate to others until i

am

confidant
of

myself you see
that
no

envy

at first that is not what happened
never
mind

why

one to oneself
lied

stop it you

stop

that

nonsense
lying

there

is

no

original envy and

yes
no yes no
yes
no
original

goof

whatsoever
how

one

thing

led
to

another

has no bearing on the

essentials

of

truth

the

truth
is

i
am jealous of

myself

and
it

is

going

to
take

some

doing

yet to fix
that

you
see

that you see

that

you

see
that
you

see that you
see

that

you
see

that

you
see
that
you
see

that

love is for
Krsna

you
know
that

love

is different and
how

we

are

glad as we
are
determined to be
simultaneously
different

that

is

in

our nature we are experiencing
the

sensation

of

being

simultaneously
one

and
different
it

is

the

oneness part with

which

we

have

struggled since time
immemorial
no

one
wants
to

be just one

with

you

dear
heart
no
one
can

take it that

way

we

have
to

be

different first if
one

is

in
need

of

thinking
about

which

one

came first it
is

the

different

one
obviously
being

devoted

to

the
divine

one

considers that as

knowledge
one

is

glad

of

it
glad

to know you

are

not me and

we

are

just
as

different

as the divine in our

own

little

qualified
way

no

envy

is
fashioning

a
single

sense

that

slant

of
envy is all

down

thumbs

down
to absolute pink
go

on

envy

no

envy
do

not

tell
others
they

are

envious
of

each

other
or

God

you

can't
tell

God
that nonsense don't

try

telling
God

we

are

envious

that

will not work
nothing

is

going
to

work

like
that
one

is
never

solely

one so stop

it

stop making excuses like that
dear

heart

chant

Hare Krsna nicely
there

is
no

envy
in

it

there
to

bother

with

only
a

little

to no effect
as

it

is

simply a personality
trait
what

we

have here is
a

failure

to

communicate
because

of steaming jealousy related to
over
emphasized
oneness
now

you
see
that

is

realized
go

on
chant Hare Krsna

nicely

don't

worry

about

being

envious
no

one

minds

Krsna as He
is

interesting

as

He

is

full

of
Himself we love

Him
there
is

no

consequential

envy to speak

of

in
our
relationship

with

Sri Krsna dear
heart
oneness

is

not
to

be
over

emphasized that's all
we

don't

like

you

see

that

how
are we ever

thought

of as being so envious

of
Krsna

if we are not partial
to

being

so
like

one

another
no

we

are
in

need

of expressing ourselves

further

that's
all
we

want

to
see

how

we

are
quite

different in our

oneness

yes

simultaneously

different
as much as
one

of us i am glad to be

far
from

God

in my dear
little

independence
and
not

too

too close to
God
as

one

of

us
i

am

interested

to
see

further

how
the
furthering
of
one's relationship with
Krsna

is of interest like this

as

this
is

never
leaving

me

with
an

over

emphasized
sense

of oneness nor
do

i

feel
in the least bit envious like this

as
this is next

you

see Hare Krsna all glories
to

those

expressing

themselves without that
however

deserved

modern
weird

and
so

unfortunately
famous

unity

of
envy

in
Krsna
consciousness

yes

yes

listen

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

so
in

maya
one
thinks

of

oneself
as

fallen

from the spiritual
express

yourself
and
get

out
i

am

not one with you like

that
it

would

be

maya

for

me

to think of
you
like that no

maya

you

chant

Hare Krsna no maya for

you
like this we

can't

think
of

ourselves as one in maya like this no you

no
it

is

if you want to think
of

yourself as in

maya

fallen
from

the
spiritual
fine

you're

on

your
own
then slow slower and slowest around and
around
risky

business

express

yourself

in and under the direction
of
Krsna

consciousness
though and you are

at
home
going

at

speed
simultaneously

one
and
different

inconceivable as that sounds so suddenly the
hang

of it is

cool
with

a
kind

warmth
you

know
yes Hare Krsna God speed the lingering

mental

demon of over

estimated

oneness

will
dissipate in kind as there

is

a
difference
i

mean

don't

say

it

is

me

by

way of association that is

maya
i

am

not maya i
do

not dissipate or
like
maya

dissolute

what
goes
on

in

the

mirror

is reflection that's all no way is it maya to be

reflected
the

perverted

reflection is another
thing
i
could
go
on

and
on

about it all

you

know
it

is
not

me i am

singing
as

you

were

reflecting

upon

the

earth
water

fire
air

ether
mind

intelligence and whatever that was
all

about

is

not
you

being

God
for

me
to relate to
others
so
be

careful
about

that

oneness
and difference that
is
so inconceivable simultaneously
according

to a crook i don't

mind

speaking
a

little
yes

crookedly

and

yes
i

know

who is crooked

like

this

yes
already

no

ifs
ands

or
buts

just

be

careful
stop look and
listen
for
Krsna
around her she

is

not
likely
to

ask

why
you
know
her
she

never

asks me why
you

know

her
she

never
asks
why

we

know
her
she

is the reason
why
one

has

to

be

careful yes careful
so
i

sing

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

yes
at any rate

she

might say i
sing

Hare Krsna to

be

careful

with
her but that's

alright

let

her

be
that

way
she

is
not

me to say
how

i

feel
you

know

chanting Hare Krsna i am
apt
to

be
just as careful

with

the
sunshine

as the moonshine i don't

drink
you

know
what i am

saying
try

to

understand
maya

and
you

will

get

what
i
am saying it

is

crooked

yes
all

one

has

to say is
hey

or

and

chant Hare Krsna
nicely
in

response

to others chanting Hare Krsna nicely go

on
Krsna
is
listening and nicely
aware

of

why

she

never
asks why go

on

you

like
being

close

to

God

don't

you
go

on
chant Hare Krsna

nicely
that

clown

is

not
scary to her
she

knows

why
listen
don't

ask
me why i

am

busy it is
different

too

you
see
simultaneously
yes
no
yes
no yes no
it
is not me
i

am

seeing
how

one
is
simultaneously
different
precisely
because it is

not

me
listen
you

see
that

is
not

me
and

you

want to chant Hare Krsna
trust
me
you
sure want to

chant

Hare Krsna that

way
alone

with
her

as

she

is

leaving
me

out

of
it

yes

dear

mind
no

i
can't

stop

it
she

has

to

listen
or failing that

move

out
further
i

can't

stop it in

time
for

her
or you listen

no

stopping
i
am not going to stop

it
okay

i

am

just
now

going

to

sit

down for what

feels

like an eternity

already
and

chant

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

okay

okay
you

stop
it
go

on
stop

it
there
you

see
she
is

crying
stop

it

yourself
okay
go
on
stop

it

there is no other way
yes
there

is
a

war

going
on

between demons and

ghosts
now
you

stop
that
nonsense and chant Hare Krsna

nicely

go

on
it
feels

like

forever
already i can't

wait

to
see
you

stop
it
now
go
on

stop it and chant Hare Krsna nicely go on
it
is taking forever
already
but
you

stop
it
as

you
please dear mind i am

listening
to

no

other

one
no other one
is
mental
like

you
so

you

go

on
yes

keep

on

stopping
it
dear

mind
go

on
stop

it

all from getting
out

on

time
so
suddenly

you

can
do
the

business
of

the

mind

is to stop it all the time
listen

stop
it
and chant Hare Krsna nicely like i

said
go

on

stop

it
stop

acting
like a ghost and yes stop acting like a

demon
go

on

don't

act
like an idiot it has to stop
listen
stop
it
and chant Hare Krsna nicely

okay
go

on
go
on

stop
it
obviously
you
have

forever

to
stop

it so what
it

is

a

working relationship dear
mind
what we have
here
is

the

means to stop

it
in

our

relationship so i

am
just

saying

go on keep

going
you

have
to stop it

dear
don't wait for

me

or that idiot

figment

of imagination to

mind

ignorant

oneness
or

whatever

that
was
all

about
opening

out

so suddenly you

have

time
to

stop

it
dear

mind
go

on

get

up
to speed God

speed

you my dear

mind

there

is
time to stop

it
all

the

time stop it

all

the time dear

mind
stop

it
nicely chanting Hare Krsna there

is
no

other
way to stop

it
as
you

will

realize

there is no

other

way
no

other way no
other

way

to
stop it and

chant

Hare Krsna nicely
listen
there is no
other
way
dear
stop
it
and
chant

it

has
to

stop
yes no yes no yes no i am not quitting but it has

to
keep on stopping

dear
you
can
tell yes yes
you
can tell so

suddenly
it
is

not

her

fault by the

way
no

one

is to blame
we

just want it

to

stop
all

the time somehow or other

yes
it
has

to keep on

stopping
dear

mind
go

on

chant Hare Krsna nicely and stop it
all

the

time
accepting it has

to

stop all the

time
it has to

stop

all
the

time
dear

there is no other way
to
stop

it
you
stop
it chanting Hare Krsna nicely
i

can't
wait
for her to

stop
it dear mind go on

i

am
listening
there
is
no

way
i am going to just

forget
it

for

her
it

has
to

stop all the

time
you

see
it

is
condemnation
without
a single doubt
dear
stop

it
go

on

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare
oneness