| compared compared compared compared compared to what it feels like to be the God of one i am sure you are just fine in the mind of course one is careful about allowing for it being the God of one will you ever pay too much attention by the way who do you think might feel like it as this is next do you mind if i go out of my way to pay attention while i am compared to another one who knows what it feels like for the honest to goodness time being in the mind of course one is careful about allowing for it being the God of one dear i never said so yes no not in so many words but it is out there and compared to what you feel like hearing i am in so many yes no kidding compared to what you feel like hearing i am in so many ways out there like one is proud of saying it is God not you one gets compared to for the time being thank you very much never mind what you think i am doing out there listening according to one dear mind i mean compared yes no yes no yes no kidding i mean compared to what you feel like one is different and that is all there will ever be to it for the time being yes no kidding thankfully i am in no way the God of one by the way yes no it is not God for the time being i am thinking of as you either or one would fade away in so many words i mean it is God yes no matter who you think must be the God of one i would never try to act like it is just another one of those things as it is not me keeping to being the God of one i mean honestly who else can it be God simply must be the God of one dear yes no matter who is the God of one it is not me for the time being or one would just fade away so suddenly it would make your head spin yes no kidding whatever yes no kidding whatever that was all about would you just go around saying it is the God of one for the time being who would do such a thing to us i mean honestly it is not me my dear mind it is not me yes no kidding it is not me for the time being it would make one fade away real quick otherwise okay so would you indulge hypothetically would you find it up to you would you indulge in it if one put it out there like a kind soul told one to be real careful not to put it out there and it was so so so up front ineffectual you found it out there just like that huh how would you how could you deal with it being out there due to one going about things that way dear would you think to ask one how it is out there after one told one to be real careful not to put it out there or would you wonder what it is like to be so ineffectual only to find yourself indulging in it out there it will go on being ineffectual with or without you dear count on it no one is about to change so as to render it at all effectual no matter how you put it my dear mind nothing ever works that way be careful not to put it out there in other words yes no matter what that was all about be careful not to put it out there or one will think you mean to indulge in it as openly as all that trust me i would never put it out there if i were you my dear mind there are those who will find it real ineffectual and indulge in it somehow or other without fail peace no peace i am not used to it with all due respect dear it is only to negate the mundane yes no yes no yes no conditioned soul for the impersonal construct to negate but you know who can always negate the conditioning as that which is not making sense goes on and on dear trust me it works awe and reverence no awe and reverence respect is perfect and everything goes on being subjectively experienced we are in other words not alone by way of any perspective and i remember the Hare Kṛṣṇa sound dear as i am far from the only one with a personality mind the continuity of listening as one side of the story and more than one personal mirror of the heart reflecting nothing but the character of the living force in immortality reveals an interesting change of pace sweetly as one plus one equals one with variously refreshing determination life goes on from one perspective yes no we are in other words not alone by way of any perspective and i remember the Hare Kṛṣṇa sound dear awe and reverence no awe and reverence respect is perfect and everything goes on being subjectively experienced yes whatever that was all about it never objectifies any soul at her service mind you that which is not objectifying an unknown quantity continues to be real conspicuous comparatively speaking no matter what i am remembering from another time in deference to her you know who seeks to objectify one at a time by the way her short but kind glance in a new direction happens to be causeless mercy as she is within hearing singing Hare Kṛṣṇa and dancing like moderated association personified even fine other worldly intelligence quickens at a sobering pace it is not the God of one you remember being all that familiar with of course listen yes no by the way it just gets out in the worst way according to one you can tell i never expected you to put it out there for goodness sake it is plenty weird to make an example of it no matter how it gets out but okay what how are you looking at hey hey don't look at me that way it means nothing to me no i am not supposed to get out there and do something about it silly kid no one hey hey listen no one ever makes it that far once it is out there one simply realizes the time Hare Kṛṣṇa Hare Kṛṣṇa Kṛṣṇa Kṛṣṇa Hare Hare Hare Rāma Hare Rāma Rāma Rāma Hare Hare |
| one side of the story |