| i have a best friend who must be lonely and a better one who must have a sense of humour around here somewhere one can tell from there but you're right association must be whatever that was all about now opening a window a little at a time who am i again though failing to remember you know some feel to be pretentious as much as some feel to be compassionate some have thoughts of high expectations and do feel to be both one will gladly prove fancy is a familiar fit sufficient for one despite all intent of interest to the sober one at hand some feeling both so inspired for the sake of sexuality in general as a means of living through one even as it is the urge to be cause in effect of late that is baggage for the pretentious one after all not us dwelling not at home with you there is one now communicating the sense of being for you all for you dwelling on the intent to make do dear you had better get down to business it is none of my business the business of the mind upon which you are dwelling as a result of being in communication with that one not at home with you or the first very idea that comes to mind so far as one can tell you are as it is said you are you know you are just now communicating by the way i mean more so than i you are involved yes dwelling with one dwelling on the way you communicate a presence of mind and all dear as it is like you to make do so so listen isn't it nice and kind of quiet like this here i like it only quiet like this so suddenly it is all so sudden but i like it only quiet like this yes yes i do i do and i am no where near as quiet as it is quiet isn't it quiet enough to chant Hare Krsna without you i mean you are not going to hurt me even as i am not as quiet as it is after all one hears the Hare Krsna sound like it is none of my business how you make do dear it is your business you keep on feeding me the notion of having accepted foolery and rejected the nice chanting of the Hare Krsna sound in vain you act like you feel yes you act like you feel evil is working you are of course evil i told you before it is the way it makes you push that is such a bother to one in association at any rate you know you have no more patience as it is quiet enough even as i am not so quiet still there it is a way we communicate eh over each of us it has been communicated we have not the facility to stop dwelling and no one wants to live with you most of all just like one little independent personality goes with all philosophy as one stays the course of reality from perspective at any rate so what i mean to contribute is no accusation like this for heaven's sake no but a sense of need as one is around in a mood to talk over and over again about some feeling of separation in a cautionary tone some danger is extant and informing the progress of adventure but the devotee has no way to interrogate a one Sri Krsna as the active principle harbinger of any such thing as nothing at least that is purely evident even as the poetry of His storied presence empowers no one else to achieve His personal transcendence yes even so there is a need yes one we reveal to each other in confidence as some of our feelings of separation have to be vigorously purified in the company of like minded individuals with the least possible effort of the Lord who is glad to be aloof from the very idea of interference as it is perverse in nature the way one experiences some feelings of separation yes adventure is going on at any rate you know the ego that is not missing an unknown quantity in the way sat chit ananda means you somehow or other and how the vigraha feature is true to form as pastimes are personal the deliberating agent of mahamaya is of course mental yes and no yes and no yes and no the agent is not all yours as this is next dear see the agent dear no one minds the agent like this is the agency you have an agent not an agency like this dear you yes we know the reactive sensitivity of a little independent agency by way of relationship but of course one doesn't mind being inconceivable eh dear no dear we are not afraid of you right now see the agent tell the truth dear that is the way it goes no matter no matter no matter what popularity contest is winning your heart of course there is an agent now you have to go and see the agent to be sure of who i am mind you yes how can you know me any better than that though that is quite something isn't it you have nothing on it no one has a single thing on it and no one can take it off it stays so it doesn't matter how you feel about it dear that is the truth you see the agent yes dear no you are not after all the agent or the agency of this mentality though i have referred to you and don't mind thinking of you as the mind dear it is not a popularity contest but it is known better than me no one can know me better than that dear as it covers one over it is known as it is not me or you but staying one knows how it is much better known and how it is not so important for one to know me any better than that i am different as usual and even more than ever just like you not as well known as it is dear yes no matter how i go everyone knows it better than me and one no doubt remembers how i did with it feeling like no one knows us better than it for the same reason we know it is real in other words not a joke like this is yours in secret as you listen the way it has gone around i know the way it has gone around you like you are all ears but no party to the feeling of having been separated just this once yes no one shares with you a feeling of having been separated in the mind there is no way to mentally convey a feeling of separation from the heart we are separated a little you know that is how time immemorial is news to me in as much as one says one has no way to remember it now since time immemorial it is news one remembers to be originally like this is next and no time yet opening a window not that time will never open a window dear you know time i am writing about time as it is about time to be opening it is known how it has opened no matter why it is singled out even it has opened a window isn't it a breath of fresh air to see it singled out though personally a few doors down or back the way we came you find light that makes light of it opening at all with reason i like it there after all you can't take it with you so it is right there and yet opening a window i have yet to open no one after all but still there is a breath of fresh air seeing as how it is offered a little water a little flower is interesting to Her one loves praise be one loves Her sense of taste and She has remembered Her Sri Krsna has taken her breath away before dear one the breath of fresh air reminds Her of Krsna like all flowers the aroma of Her Krsna opens one more window and one more soul offers a little fresh air by way of the pure in this way seeing purity as the force it opens all the way and the light falls around after all collecting like dust is a little amusing in this way so is any opening of it honestly seeing it as being personal you know it at face value expressed and it expresses light opening a window as much as a flower opens i want to offer an open flower now too and a little water always reminds me of light don't ask me why it is amusing i know often it is a breath of fresh air to be a little amusing dear it can be otherwise after all it can be difficult in a way that is a little amusing as well even if it is nothing like this so suddenly i see it is expressing you know much like one everything has a face with an expression in a way it is just like everything has me at an advantage at any rate it is just an expression you know what i am saying yes and i don't mind you see it comes to me as a surprise in a way it is expressing surprise too yes it is like it knows me from somewhere dear and opening a window but of course i am chanting Hare Krsna in a way that is kind of different all the same life is coming you know close close the door life is coming through the window like a breath of fresh air but that was close let me tell you too close for comfort i don't want to do that again dear close the door and take a deep breath She is thinking of Krsna and that's enough for you look at it this way opening a window is easy but not that easy just because because because dear the cause of all causes is causeless you know but i feel like talking to you like this in a mood because yes yes yes because because because opening a window is easy on time as easy as being causeless but not that easy dear there is a presence that is telling so very telling like opening a window it is not that easy but easy to tell it does open so it is easy to tell it is not that easy to make time like opening a window it is telling you know some of us can hear it listen as well and wouldn't you know it does listen to the Hare Krsna mahamantra in a timely fashion as it has a presence that is telling a symphony of nothing is holding go on and make yourself at home accepting and rejecting it in a timely fashion dear mind you are the one in a sense beyond nothing taking it all in letting it all go it means everything to you as nothing is holding go on make yourself at home dear you have the time for everything now you will chant Hare Krsna with me mind you yes you will chant very nicely dear listen this is nothing compared to you but you will chant Hare Krsna nicely dear yes dear |
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