don't
ask

why

i
can't

compete

in
a

war
between demons and

ghosts
i

stake

no

claim

i

have

no
stake
one

knows

it is old
older

than
that

which
is

not this time

around
so
many

times

there has been
a

dissolution

because of it i am feeling a tad dizzy
a

little
the

way
i
play a role

is

weird maudlin yes a little
i

see

that

subtle
pretty

pretty

subtle but kind

of
chimerical
isn't

it

to

think
i

am around that
it

gives

me

the

creeps
makes me shiver
in
a
watery

way like if

i
was

made

of water and a body

shivering

a
little
why

mind

even

though
i

wonder

being completely mental
a

communication

is

mirrored as one in the

face
of
one

yes

dear
but

one

is

the
only

one
that way i

am
of
course

communicating

this

way

so

suddenly dear yes

dear

so
suddenly

so
suddenly
you

are

going

to chant Hare Kṛṣṇa dear
mind

like
you

are

a
kid you are

so
not

too

old not too
young

kid
on

high

or
low
alert
alert
kid

not

too

low

or
high or low
down
dealing
with

being

one

minded
too

in a way i am

not

breaking up with
you

on

the
phone
i

am

listening

peacefully on the
phone

all the time
we
are

on

the

phone

all

the
time there is

no
other

time

for us to

be

on
like
a

light

spark
we

are

just
so

on
all

the

time

peacefully realizing how

we
are

not
breaking

up

just
kind

of

talking
to ourselves on

the

phone

all

the time dear

we

are

meditative

you
might

say
yes

and

no

yes and no
we

haven't

lost
our
intelligence

because of some
kind
of false ego we know

we

know
we

are

not
breaking up dear

mind

our
being

able
to
talk

to

ourselves like this

is

interesting in that
there

is

no

yes no yes without one

no
yes

without

one

feeling

attentive we are
as
one attentive to the simple
fact
of life even
as

one

is
timing
this

that
we

are

not

breaking

up

is
a

simple
fact

of

life
no

would suffice you

might

say

no

we no we

are
not breaking up

no

and
yes

on

the

phone

all

the

time
dear

the index of the mind
safely

empowering

no

one
a
face in the

crowd

successfully
being

no

significant
other so what

index
of

the

mind

is that you

you
idiot
no

you

no

you

are
not like that

you

fool

being

being like that
is

not
the
way

for
you
to

be
the
mind
you
idiot

it

is

not

intelligent to get

that
you

are

the
mind
i

am

not getting that from you

i

am spirit soul i never

give
up

the

false ego to get that
one

of

us

like

you
is like that
mind
you idiot one
gives

up the whole
idea
of

breaking
up

the

self

in

reality
the

inevitable

at

least that way
we

realize

how

the self is
part
and parcel of

the

complete

whole

and
how

it

is

going

to take forever

and
a
day

for

us

to

to
have
one

complete
relationship

with the divine

there

are
so

many

relationships

honestly
you

can
do

better

than

all

nonsense
dear

dear
we

are
not interested to give up

and

act

mental
at
your

command
hey

hey
you

idiot
you

need
God

as

much
as
us

we all need
God
big time don't

don't

you

break

up
big

time

don't

break
up

the
self

into earth water

fire

air

ether
mind intelligence and whatever that

was
all

about
be
yourself
naturally
one

is

complete
as
one

carries
on

in

a

relationship with divine
character

there is God

to

thank
for

the
complete

whole see see
God
see

how
God
breaks
it
down
into
earth

water

fire
air

mind
intelligence

and

whatever that was

all

about
dear
i

am
talking
to

you

about

God it is not for you to break it
up
no and no

no

false
ego
for

you

dear
mind

no

freak

of
nature

is

becoming
God
you

idiot chant Hare Krsna nicely
no

explanation is for
you
i

am

talking
to

no dear i

am

talking
listen
i

am

talking

to
that

idiot

not
you

yes the one that is

never

you
now

where
was

i
yes

no yes no

yes
no

explanation
is

for

you

you
idiot

that's

all
go

on chant Hare Krsna nicely
or
fold

all

is

for

Krsna

to

enjoy
you
see
Krsna
yes Krsna is
Krsna

is not an

idiot
like
one

like
you

competing for attention

Krsna

is

the

most

attractive
so
yes

you might as
well

see
where

that

gets

you in this

turbulence

as
the
mind

is

the

mind is neither
here
nor there in

terms

of the situation you read

you
read

the
situation

more

so than the
mind

and
who

can
blame

you

no

you
unlike
the

mind

you are just out there

like

i

said

this

is

for Krsna and
you
have

no

idea why so
suddenly

as

in
every

situation

in every situation it is

hard

hard
to

tell

you

why
you

explain yourself and
or

chant Hare Krsna

nicely
as
i

understand
it

you

there

is

no
explanation
for

you

don't

don't

you
don't

don't

you
ask

me
why

kind

of

ask
no
one

why

she
never

asks me why
you

know

why

is
all

she

says

by
way

of explanation she
says

you know why

like

it

is
an
order
yes
hear

see
her
she

says to me
you
know

why

never

ask
her

why
she

says

you know why
in

response
instantly
with

that
force you know

the

one i mean
dear
let's

get

away

from
that

idiot

there
is

no

explanation
for

an
idiot

dear

don't ask her
why

only

an

idiot asks why
you
know

why

she says like

it

is

an
order
dear

yes
and

yes like it
is

in order dear
she

never
asks

me

why

see

her
she

listen

she
is

not an idiot
she

never

asks
me
why
no
why

should
i

ask

her

why

she
says
yes

in response she
says

you know why like it

is
an

order
and
yes
like
it

is

in

order
she

never asks me

why

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare
she never asks me why