one has never

tolerated
it

never

still the idiot
will

keep
on

trying

it

out on one
so

what is slower

than

a
fruitcake

but

faster

than a well

behaved
peanut

gallery
hushed until shocked

into

awe
one

can

only
imagine

dear
or
so

dear

or

so they so

they

say as one

leaves

the
cop

department in a

huff

so

suddenly
you

can't

make

out
who

in

the

world

did that dear
yes

dear

look

at you my
dear

mind
how

can you make
out

the

pride

of the fallen
it

is

that

which is not

for
you
a

single

bit

held to balance

in

terms of time based memory

you

yes you can
only
try

it

out on her

as
she

never

asks

why

bother eh no

not

her
she

is the one

you
just

keep

in

mind
as

one

no
matter

what

she
is
never

going

to

ask

dear
go

home

under pressure of
ecstasy
one

feeling

little

strength
of experience falters in terms of interactively

maintaining

equilibrium according to
the
norm of social
decorum
one

has

to have facility to engage

in

transcendence

one

is

in

question
so

far

as working goes
no

i would never try to

make
the

chanting

work per se or question
how

one

is

to
work

under

pressure

of

ecstasy

with little strength
of

experience

i

pray
for

forgiveness

in

the way i
falter

and

meditate
on

being

subject to pastimes Hare Krsna
ever

did i hold

to

vision

the

intimacy

of

those writings of

His
Divine
Grace

reading
them

with

expressed adoration in a dynamic

way
as

such

you can understand
how

one

should

demur from taking

them
to

task

as
though
holding to the

decorum
of

an

academic

forum

dear

friend
vedabase
showing

a

similar

departure
notwithstanding

not

anywhere

have
i

seen in His

publications

the putting off

to
one

side

like that left

justify

of the quoted

verses

in the body

of
His
work

as

has

been put forward

in

a break from

what

i see you

now

i

know

a clear distinction

has

to be there

between

one

author

referencing

another

and i do

appreciate

how it was

made
clear

more

nicely
that
the

better

part

of

what

i

meant
to

acknowledge

came
from
Srimad

Bhagavatam

as presented by
Srila
Prabhupada
but
please
don't
expect that i

feel

no

need
for intimacy when

shifting

into His presence

in

a

fashion

highlighting
how

we

still

feel

towards
each

other

as

one
is

a
grand spiritual master

and

yours

truly
is
there
to present a
need
for the desire

tree

effectiveness

of
being in the

company

of

those
that

understand

where

there

is
no

wholesomeness

of
gravity

to
the
less

intelligent
who

tend

to

get
the

wrong
idea

at their ease

i
mean
i

don't

try

to make it

difficult

for
them
unnecessarily

nor

should

i

be
feeling
as

though

that is what

you

have

done
it

is

just it i
mean
it

is

not

what

i

felt

like

doing

it

just

lacks intimacy i

mean

it

is

a deflated segue

as

such
yes

from

this

perspective
it

has

me

feeling left out

cut

off

at

the

pass

but
never

mind

don't

i
mean
never mind leave

it

there

is
nothing
wrong
with it per
se
i mean really

i

made
up

an

excuse

to

write

like
this
again
you
know

how

it

is
i

am

lonely
old

yes

that

is
the

kind

that

is the kind

of
old
i

am
in

a way now

and
again
lonely

means

old
you
know
what
i

am

saying

old means lonely

yes
and
self

indulgent means thinking
it

over
like

mad

you
know
one

has

to go at

speed

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

banter

free bickering will

never

do all the

same

all

the same one

is
wise to remember

intelligence

at speed dear mindful of

how
you

have

to
go

the

way

of
being

subject to karma like some

kind
of

stop

and
start

reactionary
or

respect

that

there
will

be

pastimes of a

transcendental

nature
that

will subject one

to

a

host

of

poetry
in motion on the sly

kind

of
yes

dear no kidding

i

forgot

i

mean no that

is

not

what

i

thought
i

was

going to say
dear
old

one
of a kind

friend

of
friends
yes

no

yes
no
listen

hey
would
you
mind if i
just

now chanted Hare Krsna again

i

mean
i

am sorry i

forgot

to

say

what
it

was

like
to

once

again be in

appreciation
i

offer

my respectful obeisances

unto

all the vaishnava
devotees

of the Lord they are

just

like

desire
trees who can fulfill the desires of everyone

they
are oceans of

mercy
and are the

purifiers

of the fallen

souls
Hare
Krsna
sorry