oh
you

got

that right there

is

no

substitute
for experience in

memory

quite

like
this

and
that which is

not

this as it

is
still

around
so

far

as that goes
even
or

gets

even with this

that

and
the

other thing is
one

has to be

pretty

far out to

forget

it for nothing

in
time

for
the same thing

most

especially

since

or

as
nothing

is

the

same

thing
like this that

and

the other thing

in

a way you
know

nothing

is

a substitute for
experience

just

like

i said yes
no

yes no yes
no

yes no yes

no

yes

no
yes no substitute for experience

you
can't

get

over

even

as
that

says
no

you
can't

always get what

you

want

nor
can

you
always
rid
it of that
which

is

not

what is wanted

naturally
one

has

a little independence
only

as
it

goes

on

in a kind
of

marked
camp
haven't i been

patient
though
well

yes

kind

of you know
what

knowing

the
difference between knowledge and realized
knowledge

one

can
understand

how

makeshift

fiddly

dee

oneness
of a kind

bewilders

brains to a parlous fault

and

if
i

was going to
tell

you

concentrating

to
go

and tell you
that

was just a
lie

there

just

a

little
lie
one

could
say

you

would
say
well it's too

late

in the here and now and you

would
be

still

around obviously brains

are
bewildered

beyond

self
help
so

suddenly

and

somewhat
impatiently jaded towards

gurus
brains

are

of
feverish

mentality

so

you

believe

what
you
hear
to a certain
extent

only
yes

exactly
that

is

what
is going on

never

mind

envy
that

is
makeshift to begin

with

that's
all
more

like

jealousy
out
there

we

have

in
mind to feel ourselves first

not
you
or

the
next

one with a

real

little

help
from

friends

we
feel

ourselves first having

only

a little independence
with

which

to

work if ever

we
have

a

mind
to

continue
doing

so

now
though i mean

right

now
sure

some will say we are

jealous

of

ourselves
and
so

far as we
keep

to

ourselves

there

is

certainly
some

truth

to
that
you

see
that
is

realizable
knowledge envy first is not
there
like
it

never has been

first

of

all

there is no

envy
like
mad
at
first

sight

that

is

makeshift
you can lie

to

yourself about the

need
to
hold

yourself
in

by
cracky

is right around

here

somewhere
but
no

one
is
just

envious if you
do

such

nonsense
it
is

to

say
one

is
so envious at first no one is

at
all

envious

at

first
like

this
one

is

shy kind of inhibited a

little

that
is

understandable
but
how

envious

am
i

at
first

i

can't

even

relate to others until i

am

confidant

of
myself you see

that

no

envy

at first that is not what happened

never

mind

why

one to oneself

lied

stop it you
stop

that

nonsense

lying
there

is
no

original envy and

yes

no yes no
yes
no

original
goof

whatsoever
how

one

thing

led
to

another

has no bearing on the

essentials
of

truth

the
truth
is

i

am jealous of
myself
and

it

is
going

to

take
some

doing

yet to fix

that
you
see
that you see
that
you

see

that

you
see that you

see
that

you

see
that
you
see
that

you
see

that

love is for

Krsna

you

know

that

love
is different and

how

we

are

glad as we
are
determined to be
simultaneously
different

that
is

in

our nature we are experiencing
the
sensation

of

being

simultaneously

one
and

different
it

is

the

oneness part with
which

we

have

struggled since time

immemorial
no

one
wants

to

be just one
with
you

dear

heart
no

one
can
take it that

way

we

have
to
be

different first if

one
is

in

need
of

thinking
about

which

one
came first it
is

the

different

one
obviously

being

devoted

to

the
divine

one

considers that as

knowledge
one

is

glad

of

it

glad

to know you
are

not me and
we
are

just

as

different

as the divine in our
own
little

qualified

way

no

envy

is

fashioning

a

single

sense
that

slant

of
envy is all

down

thumbs

down
to absolute pink some say yes but

go

on

envy

no

envy
do

not

tell

others

they
are

envious
of

each

other

or
God
in

pink

you
can't

tell

God

that nonsense don't

try
telling
God
we
are

envious

that

will not work
nothing

is

going

to

work
like

that
one
is

never
solely

one so stop

it

stop making excuses like that

dear
heart

chant

Hare Krsna nicely
there

is
no

envy

in
it

there

to

bother
with

only

a

little

to no effect
independently

related

as

it
is

simply a personality
trait

what

we

have here is

a

failure

to
communicate

because
of steaming jealousy related to

over

emphasized
oneness
now

you

see
that

is
realized
go

on

chant Hare Krsna
nicely
don't

worry

about

being

envious
no

one

minds

Krsna as He

is

interesting
as
He

is
full

of

Himself we love

Him
there
is

no

consequential
envy to speak
of
in
our

relationship

with
Sri Krsna dear
heart
oneness
is

not

to

be
over

emphasized that's all

we
don't

like

you

see
that

how

are we ever

thought

of as being so envious

of

Krsna

if we are not partial
to

being
so

like

one

another
no

we
are
in

need

of expressing ourselves

further

that's
all

we
want
to

see

how

we
are

quite

different in our

oneness
yes

simultaneously
different
as much as

one

of us i am glad to be

far

from

God

in my dear

little

independence
and

not
too
too close to

God

as

one

of

us

i
am
interested

to

see

further

how

the

furthering

of

one's relationship with
Krsna

is of interest like this
as

this
is

never

leaving

me

with
an

over
emphasized

sense

of oneness nor
do

i

feel
in the least bit envious like this

as

this is next
you

see Hare Krsna all glories

to
those

expressing

themselves without that

however

deserved

modern
weird

and

so

unfortunately

famous

unity

of
envy

in

Krsna
consciousness

yes

yes

listen

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

so
in

maya
one
thinks

of

oneself
as

fallen

from the spiritual

express

yourself

and
get

out
i

am
not one with you like

that
it

would
be
maya

for

me

to think of
you
like that no

maya

you
chant

Hare Krsna no maya for

you

like this we
can't

think

of

ourselves as one in maya like this no you
no
it

is

if you want to think
of

yourself as in
maya
fallen

from

the

spiritual
fine

you're

on

your
own
then slow slower and slowest around and
around
risky

business

express

yourself
in and under the direction
of
Krsna
consciousness

though and you are

at
home
going

at
speed

simultaneously

one

and
different

inconceivable as that sounds so suddenly the

hang
of it is
cool

with

a

kind

warmth
you

know

yes Hare Krsna God speed the lingering
mental
demon of over

estimated

oneness
will

dissipate in kind as there

is
a

difference
i

mean

don't

say
it

is

me

by
way of association that is

maya

i

am

not maya i
do

not dissipate or

like

maya

dissolute
what

goes

on

in
the
mirror

is reflection that's all no way is it maya to be

reflected

the
perverted

reflection is another
thing

i
could
go
on
and

on

about it all

you

know
it

is

not

me i am
singing

as

you
were

reflecting

upon

the

earth
water

fire
air

ether
mind

intelligence and whatever that was
all
about

is

not

you

being

God
for
me

to relate to
others

so

be

careful
about

that

oneness

and difference that
is

so inconceivable simultaneously

according

to a crook i don't
mind

speaking
a

little

yes

crookedly

and

yes
i

know

who is crooked

like

this

yes

already
no

ifs

ands
or

buts

just

be
careful

stop look and

listen

for

Krsna
around her she

is
not
likely

to

ask

why
you

know
her
she

never
asks me why

you

know
her
she

never
asks

why
we

know

her

she

is the reason
why
one

has

to
be

careful yes careful
so

i

sing

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

yes
at any rate

she

might say i

sing

Hare Krsna to

be

careful

with

her but that's
alright
let

her

be
that

way
she

is
not
me to say

how

i

feel

you

know

chanting Hare Krsna i am
apt

to
be

just as careful
with

the
sunshine

as the moonshine i don't

drink

you

know
what i am

saying
try

to

understand

maya

and
you

will

get
what
i
am saying it
is

twisting
yes

all

one

has

to say is
hey

or

and

chant Hare Krsna
nicely
in

response

to others chanting Hare Krsna nicely go

on
Krsna

is
listening and nicely

aware

of

why

she

never

asks why go
on

you

like

being

close

to

God
don't

you

go

on

chant Hare Krsna
nicely
that

clown

is

not

scary to her
she

knows
why

listen

don't

ask

me why i
am

busy it is
different

too

you

see

simultaneously
yes
no

yes

no yes no
it
is not me
i
am

seeing
how

one

is

simultaneously
different

precisely

because it is

not
me
listen

you
see

that

is

not

me

and
you

want to chant Hare Krsna

trust

me
you

sure want to
chant

Hare Krsna that
way
alone

with

her

as
she

is

leaving
me

out

of

it

yes
dear
mind

no

i
can't
stop

it
she

has
to

listen

or failing that

move

out
further
i

can't

stop it in

time

for

her

or you listen
no

stopping
i

am not going to stop
it

okay

i
am

just

now

going

to

sit

down for what

feels

like an eternity
already
and

chant

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

okay
okay

you

stop

it
go

on

stop
it

there
you

see
she

is

crying

stop
it

yourself

okay

go
on

stop

it
there
is

no

other

way
yes

there
is

a

war

going
on

between demons and
ghosts
now

you

stop

that

nonsense and chant Hare Krsna
nicely
go

on

it

feels

like
forever
already i can't

wait

to
see
you

stop

it

now
go

on

stop it and chant Hare Krsna nicely go on
it
is taking forever
already
but
you

stop
it

as

you
please dear mind i am

listening
to
no

other

one
no other one
is
mental
like

you
so
you

go

on
yes
keep

on

stopping

it

dear
mind
go

on
stop

it

all from getting

out

on

time
so

suddenly
you

can
do

the

business

of
the
mind

is to stop it all the time

listen

stop

it

and chant Hare Krsna nicely like i
said
go

on

stop
it
stop

acting
like a ghost and yes

stop

acting like a
demon
go

on

don't

act
like an idiot it has to stop

listen
stop

it

and chant Hare Krsna nicely

okay

go

on
go

on
stop
it

obviously

you

have

forever
to

stop

it so what

it

is

a
working relationship dear

mind

what we have
here
is

the

means to stop

it

in

our
relationship so i

am

just

saying

go on keep
going
you
have
to stop it
dear

don't wait for

me

or that idiot

figment

of imagination to
mind
ignorant

oneness
or

whatever

that

was

all

about

opening

out
so suddenly you

have

time

to

stop

it
dear

mind
go

on

get

up

to speed God
speed
you my dear

mind

there

is
time to stop

it

all

the
time stop it

all
the time dear
mind
stop
it

nicely chanting Hare Krsna there

is
no

other

way to stop
it
as

you

will

realize

there is no

other

way

no
other way no
other
way
to
stop it and

chant

Hare Krsna nicely
listen

there is no

other

way
dear

stop
it

and

chant

it

has
to

stop

yes no yes no yes no i am not quitting but it has
to
keep on stopping
dear
you

can

tell yes yes

you

can tell so

suddenly

it

is
not

her
fault by the

way
no

one
is to blame

we

just want it

to
stop
all
the time somehow or other
yes

it

has

to keep on

stopping
dear

mind

go

on

chant Hare Krsna nicely and stop it
all

the

time

accepting it has
to
stop all the

time

it has to
stop

all

the

time
dear

there is no other way
to

stop

it
you

stop

it chanting Hare Krsna nicely

i

can't
wait
for her to

stop

it dear mind go on
i

am

listening

there

is

no

way
i am going to just

forget

it

for
her
it

has

to

stop all the

time

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

you

you

see
it

is

condemnation

without
a single doubt
dear
stop
it

go

on
just
like

that

it

is
condemnation

no

fiddly

diddly
dee
you

see stop it stop it
it

has to stop all the

time

so
you

see

it
is condemnation go

on
one

is

either

eternally
condemned
to

being
conditioned

or free to

go
on and on
go

on

go

on it has
to

stop all the

time
go

on

and on and

on
it

has

to

stop

all the time

there

is no other
way

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

yes

no

matter

what

that

was
all

about it has

to
stop

all
the

time
as
she

will
never

ask why you

stop

it

all

the time and
it

will stop all

the

time
dear
mind
yes
no

matter
what that was

all
about
it

has

to
stop

all

the

time
as she will

never

ask

why
you

stop
it all the

time
no

matter

what

that

was

all
about
it

has to stop

all
the
time

dear mind so
she

never asks why

it

has
to

stop

all
the

time
substitute for experience