so

well like i
was
just

saying
the

other

day
dear
everyone

so
loves Nitai He
is
as sweet and exciting as
yes

i

know
dear i am sorry you

know

we
were

both thinking i
might

say
so

sweet

and

understanding
and
He

is

as kind as

you
know

of

kindness but no

not
just kind of

exciting
i
mean

you
have

to
see

Him to believe
Him
on

time
yes

He

is

that
exciting
and

from
that

perspective sweet dear
yes

i

know
you

are
rarefied

alive more than just to
be
felt

a

little
with an old

freshly
insignificant independent feeling
like
one
wants

to

go

home at an even pace so do
i

after all trust

me
but
Nitai

is
loved
because He is

exciting

as well yes and so
here

we
are

strong obviously there

is
strength in numbers even as it is

just

the two of

us

thinking

of
Nitai like this from close
by
so
to

speak like it

will
be

no

match

like

this

to
just

miss
hearing of Him in transcendence listening real

close

for a sign
of
Nitai

we
are

excited
after
all

yes
and

yes

bound

to
be

disappointed should we

ever

find out how

we

live
with

just

a

feeling of having

missed

Him
even

as it is
beyond

the

five

hundred
years
ago from one perspective we

will
feel
more

and more separated you know
like

there

should
have been something we could

do

at the time but oh

well

you look a
little
more

experienced
as one for

sure
there

is

no

substitute

for experience at any rate
one

won't worry love

going

the
way

of

one

at
an

even
pace
and

Nitai

has

always
been

just

as exciting even

as

we

do
tend

to
make
each

other

feel

a little more

sorry

dear devoted one i respect
you

more

than
i

dare

to
hurry
around the excitement

you

manage

still
to convey like the rising
sun

sets the pace with a
warmth

i can feel
from
here the sense
of
missing

Nitai

from a venerable old perspective

i
am protected in other words not too

separated
by our sorrow of excitement
in
separation
you

know

best

dear how to

pace

yourself in fact and i

follow
feeling

more

of the excitement
than
the sorrow naturally
dear
venerated one by your grace i even

smile

at the thought

of
Nitai
being

known to you as patient
even
as i am unable to
keep
up

smoothly

with the even
pace
of

love
for which you
are
known
as

vaishnava

thakura

the
sound

inspiration of real
time
present

and
accounted for as number one
even
as
guru

is

one

for
one
a

sign
of
proximity

as one remembers

Nitai

in
all

the excitement by

your

grace jaya Sri Sri Guru and Gauranga Hare Krsna
The Other Day