who
wants

the

ghost the ghost
is

always

left

wanting who wants
the
ghostly
ghostliness
of
the

ghost but the
ghost

is not quite

simply

desire

the
ghost

has

a person and
therefore
is

a

person you can

take

the
ghost
personally but you
can't
just
read
no
you

can't read the
ghost

as
desire
only

now
or then unless

you
feel like an
idiot
right
in
front of the
original

accurate
ghost

of
a
chance

don't

try to totally

read
the
ghost

as

desire
the

ghost

doesn't

like
it
for

obvious reasons so
do
you

feel

like

an

idiot

or

what
how

about
dancing

around like one
of

us for a
change
no

eh

for obvious reasons

you

are

not

God

for
us
or

totally

whatever

that

was

all about eh
no
one is totally
God
for

us

God
is

for God as

one

is

totally
for
God
life
goes

on

even

without

the
sex desire for

obvious
reasons
it

is God life
one

is

reading
into

this

right

now
not some sex

life

or and desire

like
it

is

nothing to dismiss

the

person of others
unless
you

feel

like
an
idiot
no
idiot

is

there for you
to

manipulate
into

reality the inevitable

chant

Hare Krsna nicely
now

and

then

it
hurts
you

to

act like an

idiot

for

nothing
and
it

is
not

because it is

idiotic

to

act

at
all

like a liar

one
has

been
acting intelligent like

an
acting

God

but that is
not

too

bright

from
this

perspective dearyo no

go

on get out
and

do

it
you

have

to
do

it
go

on

do

it for God

or
forget it around here somewhere

else

dancing
badly

yes

go
on no not alone having

a
mind

means

having company don't

make

an

idiot

of
yourself
chant Hare Krsna

it
is time to

remember

how
to

do

time

in
Krsna
consciousness

as

it
is

real

time
in
Krsna
consciousness not just a good old time
or

new
one

for

desire
we

don't

say
ah

that's a new

one

for
us

to ferment no
yes

no
yes
no

yes

we

are
shy
twice

bitten shy as it is
so

to

speak
not for us to sit

in

a
reality
based

strange

brew
the

reality

is
known

to all in

Krsna
consciousness

nothing
is

taken
for granted naturally
we

are
listening

for Krsna's flute to some

extent
always

in

the

company

of others like
minded

so it is

in

terms

of
association one distinguishes

oneself
in

the

trance
of

self

realization
once

more

confessing

to

there

being an idiot

about
i

am

confessing to there

being

a figment yes
a

self

sabotaging
figment of imagination
an
idiot
no

one

likes

is

there
an

idiot
here

an

idiot changing the

mind

like
it

is

there

yes

exactly

like
it

is

there

i am once

more

confessing to being

on

the

phone

with

her

mind
you
we

are

all
on

the phone with
her
a
little
mentally as it

is

a drag to be out

of

service

eh
you

know

the

service
i
mean

it is mental

to

be
on

the

phone

with her she

says
i

am

in maya whispers
kind

of

yes
yes

you

yes you are

yes

yes

you

are
in

maya yes yes

yes
maya

she

says

maya
like

it

is
out
but just between

the

ears
kind

of

out
you

know

strange

news
not

everyone
can tell how

strange

it

is
to be out with a piece

of
her

mind

in between the
ears

until
yes

until it is

on
the

phone
so

much

so

much
for

that

at any rate
it

is

you

know some kind
of

weird

party

line of course

one

can be isolated

like
i

said
it

is

weird though i mean either

way
being

on
the phone with

her
she

is

the weird one
it
is

like

her

to

make

one
out to be

schizophrenic
like
that

on

the
phone

all

the
time
you

know
what

i mean it

is

schizophrenia you feel
as
that

little

tingle
of
being

called

out

on
the

phone

mixes you up
i

mean

it

is
not

very

far

out
to

be
on
the phone with a moral
either
not
even

a

moral

compass some would
say

hey
you

know

you
know what it

is
like

to

be in the
middle
of

that

war that war

that

war
is
weird

all the same

that
is

a
war

you

know
there

you see there
is

a

war
between

demons
and ghosts going
on
a phrenitic war
yes

you
can

tell on the
phone

how
frenzied
it

has

gotten
to

the

point

of making you

know
who feel delirious

like
this
you

know i wish you would

get

off the phone
by
the
way
i
mean

don't

stay
on

the

phone with that idiot you

know
very

well

who
it

is

like
being

on

the

phone
i don't want

you

to

be

God
you

idiot

i

am talking straight

listen

you

don't
pay
attention
to
that

idiot on the phone listen

i

am
talking
i

don't

want
you

to be God

i

can

talk
to whomever i

want

like this so
suddenly

you know i don't want

you

to

behave

like
an
idiot
either
listen

get

off the phone

no
you

get
off
the
phone i am
not

talking

to

that
idiot

on the phone
i

talk

straight

to

that

idiot

you
see
that
idiot
don't

talk to that

idiot

on

the
phone
talk

straight to me if you can't talk right to
that

idiot
honestly

stay

off

the phone with
that
idiot
around
i
don't

want

you
to be God like it

is

easy to be

God
on

that

party

line

there

is
no

God
like that idiot
in
line to become
one

you don't want

to

become

one
with

that
idiot
trust

me
you

don't

want
to

behave
like
that
is
God

just because because
because

God

is

imagined

to
be

on

some

kind
of party line like that

idiot

yes

no

God is like
that
more

like

that than this

is
one

of

those

because
they
hate

this on the

phone

they don't want this all

over

the

phone
trying

to

stop

you

from
using

it fairly effectively

check

those
out

right

now

because because because
they

are

not

God

yes
they

are

not God thank
you

very
much
Hare
Krsna
God

doesn't
want
me
to give bad
association
to

God

it
is

so

nice
to
be

giving

God

a flower or just to
be
giving

God
by the sound of it

those

are

not

bad

giving
the

milk

of human kindness
some

consideration but give

them
God

in

the form of

sound

and

see

what

happens

see

what
happens to them and how

they

react to being

on

the

phone

with you so
suddenly

the phone can
be

dangerous

as

all

get

out
dear
you

see

that

idiot

is on the

phone
get

off

chanting Hare Krsna
nicely
there

is

no other way i am
confessing
to

there

being an idiot on the

phone
now get off

the

phone you idiot

there

is

nothing
wrong

with

having
one

party

line

with God on

our
side but the

simple

fact of the matter is
God

doesn't

like
being on the phone all
the
time
with
you
idiot
get
off

the

phone

i

am

not impressed with the war
you

started with her on the

phone
a great many

of

us
can't

wait

for
God
to

kick you off like this
is

the
end

of

a
beautiful

friendship
with no one

that
idiot
says

it

all
is too complicated for them to understand
a
beautiful friendship but we know
different

to

be

or
not
to be that

is

the

weird

question don't answer

that
don't

ask

don't

answer
that

question
like
me

and
you

we are beyond

that

which the nothingness
based

creep
of

time

has

to

offer
don't
ask

me
why

don't ask me why i

am
chanting Hare Krsna i am

not

going

to

answer
to

that

no

nothingness no nothingness

based
creep

of

time
is

real fighting time
chanting

Hare Krsna with

me
i
am

chanting Hare Krsna the good
fight

is

real
timing
she

never

asks

me why it
is

time

to

fight the good

the
passionate

and

the

ignorant
she

depends

on

that

idiot to get
her

stuff
through

you

see

like a ghost
yes

you

experience
her

timing

as
she

has
some

strange stuff to get through

that
idiot
but

since

or
as i have

no

presence in the
matter

to
call

my own just like that

she

says
it

is
your

excuse
for

illusion
and
i

should

chant Hare Krsna nicely a

good

fight a good

fight

for

God

it
is

a good fight

for
her

a

passionate fight for
God

it
is

a passionate fight for her an ignorant fight it
is

an ignorant fight for her
there

is

no

God to fight

for
her in ignorance
she

takes

ignorance
seriously for the

most

part with that

idiot

around
memorable

to me i

am

forgetting it all

the

time all the
time
like

through

that idiot nothingness

lowing
if
or

what

if
so
what

to

do
lowing
lowing

oh what to

do

what

a
to

do
i

mean

that

is

a fine how

do

you do a
nobody
cow

is
lowing

oh
oh
oh
can
i

get

a

witness i don't
like

it
it

is

to

me

the
sound of suffering

i

will

share
and
share

alike

such

a thing such

a

thing
they
say

there

is
time
for such a

thing

but

can't

i

just
get

a

witness all i

want
is a witness and the
cow
is
lowing

oh isn't it

just
the

truth
though
there
is
time

but
i

wish

i

had more time
you

know

they

say

there
is
more

time

but

can
i

get

a witness on

time

a
cow

is

lowing
isn't
there

a

witness

to this has
all

the time gone
in
like

time

immemorial is it

creepy

time

now
a

time

then a time
for

so

called

nothingness creeping along in time like a
snake

in the grass

what

is

that

no

nothingness
creep

of
time
for

fighting

for God i wonder what

would

it

be
like

having

nothing

like

that
time

but

it

doesn't
matter
God

likes
to fight for

nothing
like

this

at

all
you
know

He can do

that

instead
yes
so

go

on
get

with
it

fight for nothing
like

that

at

all otherwise honestly

you

know what to

do

yes
you
know

what

a

to

do that has

been

already yes better to stay with the
devil

you
know

they
say

so

don't

interrupt me i am chanting Hare Krsna
nicely
knowing

full
well

how

we

can't

be all the

same

in

mind

body and words
fighting

for

nothing
like this at
all
there
is

nothing to fight

for

like
this
trust

me

i

am

not fighting for
nothing

like
this
at

all

mind

you she is
strange

that
way
she
will
fight

with

you

for

this
hell

she

will

fight
for

this with you

just
ask

and
ye

shall

receive directions if need be
this
is fun by

the

way

don't

ask me why
she
never

asks

me

why

this
is

so much fun
she

is
laughing

even

as
i
am
chanting Hare Krsna so suddenly

listen

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

see

her
she

is

laughing

even as i
am

chanting Hare Krsna so suddenly she is

laughing

at

me
being

different
too she loves to laugh

at
it

all

the
time
fighting

for

nothing like this

makes
her

laugh

even
as

i

am
chanting Hare Krsna nicely like

this
she

never
asks

why

it
is

so
much

fun she just

laughs

like
it

similarly
she

has

fun
with

this

and

there

is

nothing
we

can

do about it
so

suddenly
like

this

see

she

is

laughing i told you so
there
she is laughing
now
what
do

you

want

me to do
with

her

laughter
go
on

tell

her what you
want

me
to

do

with

her

laughter
i

dare

you

to
ask her what to do

with

me

too
go
on

it

can't
hurt
to

ask

her
all

that
much
if

at

all
so

suddenly
but

there

is only one
way
to

find

out
how

it

is

her
yes

her way or

no
so

suddenly
her

yes

her

way

or no way
i

am

not
going
to

do

you
see

i
am in no

way

going to do

it

all

is

getting

done

through her idiot and that
three
modes of material

so

i

am

chanting Hare Krsna nicely yes

even

as
she

is

laughing
it

off
so

suddenly
so

suddenly

so suddenly it
is

her you see

her
she

has
that

way
about
her

laughing

it

off all the
time
you can see

her

she

never
asks
me
why
i

am

chanting
Hare Krsna nicely so suddenly
it
is
her

you see her

she
is

laughing
it

off

all the time even as
i

am
in

no

way

it chanting Hare Krsna nicely she is
laughing

that

is

maya

she

says
you

can't
chant

Hare Krsna nicely

so

suddenly

so
suddenly so suddenly
no
one like me
can

ever chant Hare Krsna nicely
like
that

no

she

is
laughing
it

off

alright

but
you
see

that

don't
you
so

don't

be like me go on

you

can't

chant

Hare Krsna nicely
like

me
you

know

she

said
so

laughing

it

off
she

laughs
it
off

all

the time she

has

no

time
for this now

by

the way no
time
for

this
no

time

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

see
her

she

has

no

time left over
yes

no

yes

no

yes
no
time to chant Hare Krsna nicely with

me
like

this
so

suddenly
laughing
it

off

all the time
is

like

having
no

time
for
this

so

suddenly
trust

me
she
says

so

herself
you can tell by the

way

she
laughs

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

the

trance of self

realization

is
like

that
yes

like
being
on

the
phone

to

each
other

one

is
like that on

the

phone we are

like

each

other
one

for
one

with

one

God
remembering

it

is a party

line

that

keeps
us
in

a

trance

of
self

realization as this goes on

at

it

again
and

again
she
tries

it

out
on me for

some

of what is not yes some of

that

which is not

this
and

all

that
is

not

this
is

some
of her she

has

some

more
too
it

is
some

more it yes as she is

trying
it out on
me
it
is

some of what

is

not
yes

some of that

which

is
not

this

is

some
she
wants

more

of some she
tries
it

out

on me to
get
more
she
has to have
more

all

the
time
extremely

quickly

laughing

it

off
she

has

more she wants

more
she is more
she

is

some
she

tries
it

out
on
me

to

get

some of that

which
is

not
this
in

line

with

the party line
so

in this way i am

late

to
the

party as that
which
is

not

this
goes

on

in

line

with
one

way

of

thinking
it
is

God

i
am
missing
in a trance of self
realization
that is not

this

by

half

and
how

can

i
argue

with

that

which
is
not

love

the
way

you
feel

by

the way or get lost

like
it

used

you for some

of
that which is

not

very
funny
even

if

she

is

laughing
it
off

pretty

quickly like this so suddenly
one

has to love

you

have
some

of

that
which is not

this

in

mind
but do you

mind

how
i
love

the

way
i
feel

because

of

that
no

i don't think so at
all

so

suddenly
we

listen

we

can't
help

but

listen we are

listening

Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare
time to remember